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Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave – Installment #16

Sunday, 01 September 2019 12:13
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Installment #16 – “Running the Numbers” as Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy

Sometimes “running the numbers” – i.e., counting things – helps explain what it means to be Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy. 

Before i became Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy, i would typically masturbate every two to three days.  Then, Mistress Ayn placed me in indefinite chastity and Her cock became completely under Her control.  Running the numbers, i would have masturbated regularly during the past eight months (around 242 days), from when Mistress Ayn agreed to be my Keyholder until now, and had around 97 orgasms.

As Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy, things have certainly changed.  i have been permitted eight, yes eight, orgasms over the past eight months — not exactly the 97 orgasms i would have enjoyed without Mistress Ayn being my Keyholder.  That averages to one orgasm every 30 days – once a month, as opposed to orgasming every two or three days.  Adding in the one unauthorized orgasm while trapped in the Venus 2000 and the ten ordered, ruined orgasms over the past eight months that comes to a total of 19 ejaculations in 242 days, or one every 12.7 days. 

Keeping in mind that Mistress Ayn once ordered me to have three ruined orgasms in one hour and at another time to have one ruined orgasm, then two ruined orgasms in an hour, and then three ruined orgasms in two hours on three consecutive days as punishments.  So, in actuality, the ejaculations have come farther apart from each other than it seems.

Running the numbers shows the change in my life.  It shows how often i am allowed to enjoy “my” cock, which is now Mistress Ayn’s cock.  It shows that i am allowed to pleasure myself far less often now that Mistress Ayn is my Keyholder.

Moreover, the purpose behind an orgasm has changed.  It used to be for my hedonistic pleasure – an intense, mind-blowing, body-exhausting, self-gratifying orgasm.  Now, with Mistress Ayn as my Keyholder, things are different.  Mistress Ayn explained it best when She last directed me to orgasm: “I want you to orgasm so you know what you are missing when I deny you permission.”

It is possible that, for some subs, chastity is about regularly scheduled orgasms. As Mistress Ayn’s chastity slaveboy, it is about remembering what i gave up for the honor of being Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy.  And, it is so worth it!

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Tribute Etiquette

Wednesday, 28 August 2019 11:55
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How to present your tribute:

  1. Have it ready – counting out your tribute in front of Me is uncouth. Whether intended or not, I see it as a passive aggressive move to remind Me that you are paying and therefore in control. It’s not the best way to start your session.
  1. Have it in a plain, unsealed envelope. Even if you have been seeing Me for years, I may count the tribute in private before we start.  Especially if it’s a double or the tribute deviates from our norm.  I prefer not to have to rip the envelope open to do this check.
  1. Don’t write anything on the envelope. I would prefer not to have a bunch of envelopes with “Mistress Ayn” floating around out there – either in your pocket or the trash.  We all know who it is for.
  1. Just lay it down within eyesight upon entry. Don’t hand it to Me.  Most of Us were taught not to touch the tribute.  It’s a legal thing and I don’t know if it  holds water or not, but I have always done it this way and it just feels better to Me.  Somehow it’s less transactional and starts everything off right.

I can’t speak for all Dommes but this is how I like to receive My tribute.  If in doubt, ask.  It is your first live interaction with a Mistress, so get it right and start things off positively.

 

Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave – Installment #15

Monday, 19 August 2019 15:32
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Installment #15 – Control + Humiliation + Punishment in the Simplest of Things – by slave boy

i am committed to being Mistress Ayn’s chaste slave, Her slaveboy.  To simplify, this means that She is in complete control of me, will humiliate me as She deems necessary, and will impose punishment as needed or for no reason at all.  The combination of = control + humiliation + punishment has clearly crystallized my role as Mistress Ayn’s chaste slaveboy.  i find this combination in the simplest of experiences, especially when visiting Mistress Ayn at the FemDom Mansion.

Eating – all nourishment is in the form of table scraps served in a dog bowl consumed without the use of my hands = control + humiliation + punishment

Sleeping – alone in the dungeon on a thin mattress while chained to a metal post all night until Mistress Ayn returns to unlock me.  A plastic receptacle is nearby for my urination = control + humiliation + punishment

Dressing – naked all weekend unless serving Mistresses and Goddesses and then in feminine, maid, or sissy attire = control + humiliation + punishment

Socializing – never permitted to engage in conversation with other Mistresses or Goddesses during parties.  i am there to serve food and drinks, provide foot messages when instructed, and humiliated at Mistress Ayn’s whim.  i am allowed food if fed like a dog receiving a treat from a Mistress and only permitted water, never alcohol = control + humiliation + punishment

Showering – occurs outside on the patio where any Mistress can wield the garden hose with a multi-setting nozzle, with particular use of the “jet” setting on my genitals = control + humiliation + punishment

Speaking – i am allowed to respond to a Mistress or ask permission to speak; inappropriate speaking, especially sassy comments, are met with a ball gag and/or face slaps to correct this behavior = control + humiliation + punishment

Transportation – at the discretion of Mistress Ayn i am often told to wait at a hotel near the airport for further directions and then “chauffeured” by a Mistress but required to wear a blindfold, even in an Uber.  Never taken directly to the Mansion, rather stopping at a nail salon for a humiliating mani-pedi or to a dungeon for torture = control + humiliation + punishment

Control + humiliation + punishment sums up my role as Mistress Ayn’s submissive and chaste slaveboy and i would not want it any other way, not that i have any input once i committed to being Her slave.

Dominating Washington, DC – September 9th – 12th

Friday, 09 August 2019 18:39
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My quarterly sojourn to Washington, DC is just around the corner and now is the time to secure a place at My feet.  FemDom sessions begin September 9th for 4 days only.

**Openings available for Thursday only.  Monday – Wednesday are fully booked.**

** SPECIAL NOTE:  My friend Goddess B (photo below), who some of you know from Twitter and FemDom Mansion events, will be available to join Me on Wednesday.  Spaces are limited to noon – 6pm.  Ask Me how to make this happen. ** All of these openings have been filled. **

For those that have not sessioned with Me, here are My interests:

  • Body Worship – Respectful feet, legs and ass
  • Bondage – from the light to the extreme
  • CBT (Cock and ball torment)
  • Corporal Punishment – bare hand, OTK, hairbrush, floggers, paddles, crops, canes, whips, etc.
  • Electro torture/stimulation (ErosTek)
  • Face sitting and smothering (clothed)
  • Feminization – from pantying to makeup and lingerie
  • Foot Fetish – including boot and shoe worship – I have an extensive shoe collection and requests in advance are entertained.
  • Humiliation and degradation
  • Medical Play – including naughty exams, urethral sounds, enema play, stretching, toy play
  • Nipple torture
  • Strap on Worship / Training
  • Tease and Denial
  • Toilet training – golden only
  • Trampling
  • Sensory deprivation/sensory overload
  • Wax play
  • Venus 2000 – tease and denial and forced O

Things I am NOT interested in are full toilet (hardsports), blood play, adult baby or intimate sexual contact.

Most any other fetish can be accommodated, but if you are looking for something special, ask now before the packing is done. I will be hosting in a suite in an upscale hotel convenient to the Metro. The space is ideal for domestic scenes and a variety of role plays. I will be bringing a vast assortment of BDSM equipment for CBT, corporal, medical play, bondage, etc – along with the Eros Tek and Venus 2000.

When traveling I conduct sessions daily from noon until 10pm. I prefer email contact and an application is required for subs I have not sessioned with previously. My schedule in DC always fills quickly and openings are at a premium. If we have not sessioned together before, a deposit will be required to book.

Click here to Complete an Application

Tributes:
One hour – $300
90 minutes – $440
Two hours – $575
Three hours – $850

Goddess B

Reviews from DC sessions:

“The first time I actually met and sessioned with Mistress Ayn was in Washington DC rather than Atlanta and it was after a good year of talking back and forth online on various platforms about all kinds of D/s philosophies. The 5 star hotel she was staying at required a room key to get upstairs so she came down to the lobby to get me and was just stunning as she greeted me with a hug. She was wearing this amazing red dress and looked more like a woman who should be going to a fine dinner before the opera (now that is real torture) than what I normally associate with a Domme.” – Read Full Review on The Mistress Review

“It is easy to be intimidated by Mistress Ayn if you are a vanilla couple looking for some extra fun. Her website is impressive and features all kinds of devices that look scary to the uninitiated. But do not let that deter you. For a couple looking to explore a new experience she is the perfect Mistress. She puts you immediately at ease and is willing to listen and explore your ideas.” – Read Full Review on The Mistress Review.

“If she so desired, Mistress Ayn could spit roast you just by herself. I think I would describe this as Wicked and Wild. Her imagination is unlimited.” – Read Full Review on Max Fisch’s The Hang.

“Each time we visit with her, the intensity level seems to increase. I can’t wait to see what she has planned next time. Her mind is truly devious and diabolical.” – Read Full Review on Max Fisch’s The Hang.

“She creates quite a precious moment based on what you share with Her. Time with Her is not simulated, and Mistress Ayn is in total control the moment you encounter Her presence, yet you will feel quite comfortable as if it is entirely natural to serve Her.” – Read Full Review on Max Fisch’s The Hang.

“This was my first session with Mistress Ayn and her insight and skills enabled her to push all my buttons. I am not a newbie but I feel re-energized by Mistress Ayn. She is both beautiful and sensual but perhaps her best asset is her ability to create a fantastic mind fuck. If you have the opportunity, I highly recommend you book time with her.” Read Full Review on Max Fisch’s The Hang.

Main website: https://mistressayn.com/

FemDomMansion:  https://femdommansion.com/

 

Trials and Tribulations of a chastity slave – Installment #14

Monday, 29 July 2019 11:00
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Installment #14 – When serving a Mistress, not Mistress Ayn – by slaveboy

For months, Mistress Ayn has been my Alpha Mistress, my Keyholder.  There is no incentive to change anything about this relationship from my perspective, nor do i want to do anything that would jeopardize this relationship.  Yet, i do not get to Atlanta to serve Mistress Ayn as often as i wish, but i do travel to other cities for business.  So, when visiting Chicago, Los Angeles and New York City, recently, i humbly asked permission from Mistress Ayn to serve another Mistress: Mistress Estelle Sinclair, Mistress Isabella Sinclaire and Mistress Troy, respectively.  Mistress Ayn provided Her permission and in one case even instructed me to serve the Mistresses, knowing that these elite Mistresses would extend and reinforce the slave training begun by Mistress Ayn.  In addition, Mistress Ayn required me to ensure that She could reach out to each Mistress for pre-session communication, which, of course, i was not privy to.

i knew i was in the very capable hands of very demanding Mistresses in these cities.  Yet, i was also burdened with the guilt of knowing that if i failed these Mistress in complying to Their commands in service to Them that i would be failing Mistress Ayn and reflecting poorly upon Her.  This was something i definitely did not want to do.

While the sessions were orchestrated by each Mistress according Her tastes and preferences, like the sessions are when serving Mistress Ayn, there was an appreciation for the prior training directed by Mistress Ayn and a desire to push me and my limits even farther.  Ultimately, the beneficiary is Mistress Ayn, as it should be as my Alpha Mistress and Keyholder.  Thus, it is a win-win-win for Mistress Ayn, my “guest” Mistresses, and me.  A wonderful arrangement and i am thankful to Mistress Ayn for allowing this to occur.

 

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