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Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave. Installment #6

Thursday, 07 March 2019 11:51
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Installment #6 – A Memorable Super Bowl Sunday – by slaveboy

Most of America’s attention was on Super Bowl LIII. i did favor the LA Rams, born in LA, and my current hometown team has lost repeatedly to the New England Patriots, so animosity against that team. Mistress Ayn decided Super Bowl Sunday was a key day in my chastity sentence. Anxious for some release and possibly the first orgasm in 2019, i jokingly suggested that the Super Bowl was moved up to Wednesday – She knew better – and then on Saturday i informed Mistress Ayn that it was Sunday in Australia – again, She stood fast.

Finally, on Super Bowl Sunday i was ordered to remove the chastity cage, not wear underwear, and take an ED pill. This caused me to be erect most of the day. Mistress Ayn also told me to repeatedly edge during the day and “make Me proud.” i took this to mean – edge often and for longer periods of time, as She has ordered me to do in the past. i achieved five edges during the day and each for a longer period – 10, 15, 20, 25, and finally 30 minutes. It was extremely difficult to not “go over the edge” as i had not had an orgasm for two weeks and no “real” orgasm for five weeks.

Mistress Ayn explained – if “your” Rams win, you can orgasm but ruin it. If the Patriots win, you can have a “real” orgasm. i also knew it was implied to “recycle” my discharge.

Watching the game was difficult since i wanted to cheer for my Rams, but also wanted a real orgasm. Despite a low-scoring (read: boring) game, the Patriots did win. i did get my “real” orgasm – a huge load, all recycled – despite my sadness at the outcome of the game.

FemDom sessions available in Washington, DC April 1st – 3rd

Sunday, 03 March 2019 16:21
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It’s time for Me to bring some structure to the lives of all My Washington, DC sluts and subs.  I will be accepting appointments to serve April 1st – 3rd.  My schedule is already over half booked so email Me now to ensure a place at My feet.

For those that have not sessioned with Me, here are My interests:

  • Body Worship – Respectful feet, legs and ass
  • Bondage – from the light to the extreme
  • CBT (Cock and ball torment)
  • Corporal Punishment – bare hand, OTK, hairbrush, floggers, paddles, crops, canes, whips, etc.
  • Electro torture/stimulation (ErosTek)
  • Face sitting and smothering (clothed)
  • Feminization – from pantying to makeup and lingerie
  • Foot Fetish – including boot and shoe worship – I have an extensive shoe collection and requests in advance are entertained.
  • Humiliation and degradation
  • Medical Play – including naughty exams, urethral sounds, enema play, stretching, toy play
  • Nipple torture
  • Strap on Worship / Training
  • Tease and Denial
  • Toilet training – golden only
  • Trampling
  • Sensory deprivation/sensory overload
  • Wax play
  • Venus 2000 – tease and denial and forced O

Things I am NOT interested in are full toilet (hardsports), blood play, adult baby or intimate sexual contact.

Most any other fetish can be accommodated, but if you are looking for something special, ask now before the packing is done. I will be hosting in a suite in an upscale hotel convenient to the Metro. The space is ideal for domestic scenes and a variety of role plays. I will be bringing a vast assortment of BDSM equipment for CBT, corporal, medical play, bondage, etc – along with the Eros Tek and Venus 2000.

When traveling I conduct sessions daily from noon until 10pm. I prefer email contact and an application is required for subs I have not sessioned with previously. My schedule in DC always fills quickly and openings are at a premium. If we have not sessioned together before, a deposit will be required to book.

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Reviews from DC sessions:

“Mistress Ayn is simply class and elegance personified . . . The first time I actually met and sessioned with Mistress Ayn was in Washington DC rather than Atlanta and it was after a good year of talking back and forth online on various platforms about all kinds of D/s philosophies. The 5 star hotel she was staying at required a room key to get upstairs so she came down to the lobby to get me and was just stunning as she greeted me with a hug. She was wearing this amazing red dress and looked more like a woman who should be going to a fine dinner before the opera . . . Finally, after what felt like both three minutes and three days all at the same time, she released me from my predicament with me whimpering because I wanted it to go on and on instead of the 90 minutes I had actually booked. But, my torture was not over  . . . Most of all, I know the level of effort and painstaking prep she does for every session, just trying to figure out just the right way to attack both what you want and what you really need. Mistress Ayn is everything anyone could ever want in a Domme and I can’t recommend her highly enough.”  – Read the Full Review on The Mistress Review. 

“It is easy to be intimidated by Mistress Ayn if you are a vanilla couple looking for some extra fun. Her website is impressive and features all kinds of devices that look scary to the uninitiated. But do not let that deter you. For a couple looking to explore a new experience she is the perfect Mistress. She puts you immediately at ease and is willing to listen and explore your ideas.” – Read Full Review on The Mistress Review.

“If she so desired, Mistress Ayn could spit roast you just by herself. I think I would describe this as Wicked and Wild. Her imagination is unlimited.” – Read Full Review on Max Fisch’s The Hang.

“Each time we visit with her, the intensity level seems to increase. I can’t wait to see what she has planned next time. Her mind is truly devious and diabolical.” – Read Full Review on Max Fisch’s The Hang.

“She creates quite a precious moment based on what you share with Her. Time with Her is not simulated, and Mistress Ayn is in total control the moment you encounter Her presence, yet you will feel quite comfortable as if it is entirely natural to serve Her.” – Read Full Review on Max Fisch’s The Hang.

“This was my first session with Mistress Ayn and her insight and skills enabled her to push all my buttons. I am not a newbie but I feel re-energized by Mistress Ayn. She is both beautiful and sensual but perhaps her best asset is her ability to create a fantastic mind fuck. If you have the opportunity, I highly recommend you book time with her.” Read Full Review on Max Fisch’s The Hang.

Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave. Installment #5

Thursday, 28 February 2019 11:11
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Installment #5 – A Day of Freedom and of Control and Pain

i had mixed feelings about an upcoming supervised release – I enjoy being under Mistress Ayn’s control in chastity but desperate for a release.

After two weeks of chastity, the freedom was quite nice – it all starts out nice.  BUT, there is always a pain element too.  Ordered to wear pink panties was agonizing as they rubbed against Her now unencumbered cock and balls, excruciating stimulation.  Plus, i was ordered to take a Cialis.  i was so intensely aroused.  i followed Mistress Ayn’s orders to watch porn during the day but no touching.  The erection was very hard and caused me to shake with desire for relief.  i wanted to touch myself so badly but was obedient.

After a very long day, evening arrived and the next order = an orgasm.  Ah, but not so fast slaveboy, a RUINED orgasm.  Yikes!!!  And, slapping Your balls – hard, as ordered – as i came.  Double yikes!!!

As ordered, there was photographic evidence on Twitter of the discharge before i licked up every drop.

Despite the freedom, watching porn, and an orgasm (albeit ruined and with painful ball slaps), i felt little pleasure or satisfaction, and it was back in the cage.  The ED pill continues to stimulate for days, so the chastity restriction was particularly painful. i craved an orgasm, a real orgasm.

So many questions as i tried to sleep: How long in chastity this time?  Will i EVER get a real orgasm in 2019? Is there anything that i would not do if ordered by Mistress Ayn?  How could the pleasure of a release be made even more painful and unsatisfying?   Will i actually survive being Mistress Ayn’s chaste slave?  Why do i have just a huge smile on my face (hint: i have pleased my Mistress, which makes it all worth it)?

 

Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave – Installment #4

Friday, 22 February 2019 10:55
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Chronicles of chaste slave – #4 – The emotional transformation and control – by slaveboy

i am becoming aware that every command has its own powerful control over me. While Mistress Ayn’s orders may sound sweet and caring (chastity freedom), Her commands have a powerful and sadistic edge (no touching, no orgasms). Whether ordered to orgasm multiple times throughout the day or within a limited time upon command, to orgasm but ruin it, to edge for longer periods but not orgasm, to remain in chastity indefinitely, or to be released from chastity but refrain from any stroking.

Paradoxically i desperately want to orgasm and feel pleasure, yet also desire the comfort and security of chastity (realizing that I have spent 98% during the past few months in chastity – that has become my “new normal”). This is both an exhilarating and a frightening life existence as Mistress Ayn’s chaste slave. She has my head spinning and my emotions in chaos and the only option i consider is complete surrender to Her, to trust Her, and obediently follow Her commands.

My emotions swing widely. There is the excitement at experiencing this new chapter in the journey of my life and a sense of correctness with having Mistress Ayn in complete control of Her cock, waking each day and reminded throughout the day that Her cock is securely caged. There also is a growing fear of not fully understanding what i have gotten myself into and an utter helplessness of loyally following Mistress Ayn’s orders (all while i have the key but cannot convince myself to playfully abuse Her cock during maintenance times or release Her cock unless instructed).

i also have been pondering my lesson learned — never, ever, ever displease your Mistress.  i know Mistress Ayn is strict with me since that is how i am learning and the only way to undo all those years of control, power, and a lack of total respect for Women. i need the discipline — wish Mistress Ayn could see it in person — and the control She exerts. i wish i could express how truly happy i am with Mistress Ayn as my Keyholder. i am thriving being Her slaveboy – both in person at the Femdom Mansion and virtually via emailed commands and chastity sentences.

The crossdresser and the Dominatrix.

Wednesday, 20 February 2019 19:12
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Crossdressers just want to have fun . . .  and they want to get in touch with their inner woman – and that’s okay.  As a professional Dominatrix, I often work with male clients that want to dress up and feel like a naughty girl.  Usually, there is a heavy dose of erotic humiliation involved, a stripping of the male ego and an element of being “forced” to be feminine.  That is not the case with crossdressers.  Most crossdressers that seek out My services want to be supported in their exploration and are simply seeking a safe space where a woman takes charge and brings out the best in them.  What better guide than an “Uber Woman” – a Dominatrix?

I recently had the pleasure of meeting and transforming a crossdresser named Ashley.  Ashley wasn’t exactly sure what would happen when we met, but she was openminded and simply asked that I help her on this journey.  I assured her that I had all the accouterments needed (clothes, shoes, undergarments, wigs, makeup, etc.) and that I understood her mindset.  So we met and I helped Ashley take her cross-dressing out of the closet and into the BDSM studio (Atlanta Dungeon’s Sissy Room).

 

Below is a recap of the events from Ashley’s perspective:

I wanted to write this review because what I was looking for (and found!) was a bit different from what I think most expect from a Domme. I found a beautiful, sensual “sister” who expertly guided me out of my shell and helped me discover new parts of myself.  – Excerpts are below and the full review can be read on Max Fisch.  

 

When I arrived at Mistress Ayn’s Atlanta dungeon I was warmly greeted by a beautiful woman wearing my favorite shade of pantyhose!! It was already a dream come true. 

Of course, I was extremely nervous: no one, not my wife or closest friends have ever known my “secret,” yet Mistress Ayn put me perfectly at ease with her friendly demeanor and professionalism.

We chatted for a bit about my history (just like a therapist or doctor might) and then she had me get completely naked. I was so thrilled! 

Next, she showed me one by one the pretty things she had brought for me: lacy black bra, perfect breast forms, sleek sexy heels, pantyhose, and even a gorgeous little black dress that fit perfectly!

Through all this, Mistress Ayn guided me in a friendly way and encouraged my dressing. She showed me how to properly put on a bra, walk in heels, etc. 

We even sat together and chatted for a bit just like gal pals!

At some point, it was time to go to the medical room and have my girl parts examined. Mistress Ayn opened my hose expertly and ensured my new vagina was dilated and functioning. Once she was satisfied with my body we adjourned to the next room where I could lie down and get comfortable with my new body. 

Interestingly enough, though I never thought of myself as a “sub,” during this time I noticed myself becoming more and more submissive, wanting to yes ma’am, thank you ma’am etc, and please her. 

After our time was over I was permitted to shower and returned to my regular clothes. Mistress Ayn hugged me warmly and asked me to follow up in a few days when my emotions had calmed down some and I could reflect.

I wanted to write this review because what I was looking for (and found!) was a bit different from what I think most expect from a Domme. I found a beautiful, sensual “sister” who expertly guided me out of my shell and helped me discover new parts of myself. 

As I told Mistress Ayn in the follow-up email, I went home feeling wonderful, floating on a pink cloud and not the least bit sad or ashamed or guilty like I had in other types of encounters. It wasn’t cheap, but it was absolutely worth the $ to explore this part of myself and feel the joy and inner peace of having my femininity accepted by such a gorgeous woman.

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