Author Archives: Mistress Ayn

Review of an overnight session

Monday, 27 January 2020 16:58
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Overnight sessions are among My favorite things.  There is no clock or time pressures. The city quietens down and the Dungeon envelops you. In most sessions, even long ones, you have to be concerned with session pacing.   As the top, I don’t want to wear My bottom out prematurely or have the session build too quickly or too slowly and the end is a preset time that has to be honored.  With overnights it’s different.  They usually start with a leisurely dinner, then it’s back to the Dungeon to play – and play and play.  If we get tired, we rest.  If I want to crank it up, I do.  Eventually things naturally wind down and we get a few hours sleep, but it is on My terms, not the clock’s.

Below are some excerpts of a review of a recent overnight session:

“It is absolutely unbelievable to me how quickly the time flew by that night! In what felt like only 2-3 hours of play at the most, nearly 7 hours had gone by! The rest of the world may have continued to buzz by outside the door at its monotonous, tedious pace, but my time inside the dungeon while under the control of Mistress Ayn flashed by in the blink of an eye.

In all honesty, I don’t know that I’ve ever felt more alive than I did that night. I cannot put into words the gamut of emotional, physical and physiological responses that I was experiencing throughout my time with Mistress Ayn. She took me to the edge and back numerous times …. so much so that I had to actually remind myself to breathe on multiple occasions. It was an experience that I will cherish and remember for a lifetime and one that makes me want to get back and see her again as soon as possible. If you’ve ever been on the fence or thought about an overnight session with her, do yourself a favor and make it happen.”

The full review can be read on The Buzz.

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Visiting Dommes and Doubles

Wednesday, 08 January 2020 12:59
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January sees some real talent coming to Atlanta and I am excited to be offering double Domme sessions with two serious Dominatrices:

Domina Thalia of Chicago – Jan 15th – 17th

Mistress Simone Kross – Jan 22nd – 25th

As always doubles with these Atlanta Dungeon Dommes are also available:

Mistress Ultra Violet

Goddess Samantha

Mistress Harley Quinn

To book, email Me at ayn@mistressayn.com.  A deposit is necessary to book all doubles and an application is required if you have not sessioned with Me previously.

Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave – Installment #20

Sunday, 05 January 2020 18:20
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Installment #20 – About markings – physical and psychological – by slave boy

The dictionary defines “marking” as “the act, process, or an instance of making or giving a mark.”  This rather simplistically defined word takes on a profound, complex, and new meaning in my life, as i am now experiencing “markings” during my submissive and chaste service to Mistress Ayn.

Ironically, many, many months ago and long before i submitted to Mistress Ayn, “no marks” was a hard limit for me when serving any Mistress as Her submissive.  Then, Mistress Ayn asked about this “hard limit” and slowly brought me around to understand that receiving marks was something that pleased Mistress Ayn and can be administered in a safe and sane manner.  Now receiving marks is something i crave as Her personal slave.

A “mark” is a territorial indication that i am Mistress Ayn’s slave.  Sometimes the mark is clearly indicative of that belonging, as when Mistress Ayn leaves Her initial (the mark of an “A”) on my ass during a personal slave training session.  Other times the “mark” is less personal but nonetheless very profound and painful, as when Mistress Ayn flogs or whips my back or thighs, or canes my ass.  These marks do not last more than a few days past the session, as per O/our agreement, but i do find myself checking out the marks later and silently hoping they would last a few days longer.

In addition to the physical markings, the introduction of marks in my submissive life as Mistress Ayn’s slave has another important meaning lasting far beyond their physical presence.  Marking is how Mistress Ayn psychologically exhibits Her control over me and manifests Her possession or ownership of me as Her slave.

i am, as my Twitter name indicates, “Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy.”  That control and ownership is not only shown through physical markings but also psychologically, as She symbolically places Her “mark” on my mind and soul demonstrating Her power over me and in my life.

Markings can be a way of experiencing Mistress Ayn’s infliction of pain, Her physical control over me, and Her psychological ownership of me as Her slaveboy.  What was once inconceivable during a session with a Mistress, and thus a “hard limit,” markings are now a frequently desired occurrence in service to Mistress Ayn.  Receiving Her mark is something i am hoping for every time as i anticipate my next opportunity to serve Mistress Ayn as Her personal slaveboy.

Reflecting – 2019

Wednesday, 01 January 2020 09:43
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This is the time of year I like to reflect and look back on all the things I am grateful for, not only in the previous year, but in life in general.  First and foremost I am healthy and that is huge.  This was a year when many pro Dommes were lost and it provided a heavy dose of reality.  Life is short.  Even the strongest can fall.  Live life to its fullest every day and every way that you can.

In many ways 2019 was an extraordinary year.  FemDom Mansion continued to grow in public awareness and for the first year (now in year 4) we had events for submissives that were not in My direct sphere.  It was exciting to have a sub fly from the UAE just to partake in a long held fantasy and it was even more exciting to be the one that enabled his fantasies to come to life.  The Mansion also saw the collaring of slave boy jaime and dealt with the serious issue of gender identity with on new client.  All of these events were joyous and we look forward to more in 2020.

This is also the time when I start to think of individual clients and the importance they have in My life.  Yes, I do care for many of you – very much – and am grateful to have you in My life.  You keep My house filled with flowers, you make Me laugh, you defend Me, you promote Me,  you pave the way for Me when I come to your city, I want for virtually nothing and I know that I could call on many of you and you would be here in an instant if I needed you.  That is golden and My life is fuller and happier because of you.

I am truly rich – and I don’t mean in tender – I mean in relationships and experiences.  Thank you all for your participation and contribution to this fabulous thing called life.  I wish everyone a healthy and prosperous (and kinky) 2020.

Trials and Tribulations of a chastity slave – Installment #19

Sunday, 15 December 2019 11:59
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Installment #19 – To Be in Chastity or Not To Be in Chastity?  That is the question (to paraphrase William Shakespeare) – by slaveboy jaime

After many, many months of indefinite, mutually agreed upon chastity, i have ample experience to know what it feels like to be in chastity.

There are times where i treasure this state of service and sexual and physical enslavement to Mistress Ayn.  While in chastity there is a calmness to my life, a sense of certainty or routine.  It is a known good and this condition feels normal.

Yet, there is a growing frustration while in chastity, especially after a recent, albeit rare, command to edge and denial, or the even more rare permission to orgasm.  In addition, there is the frequent pinching or constriction and resulting discomfort when sitting in a chair, getting in or out of a car, tossing and turning in bed, or becoming aroused by something or someone – and these experiences occur frequently during the day and throughout the night.  They are a nearly constant reminder that i am Mistress Ayn’s chaste slaveboy.

The frustration or discomfort from being in chastity is replaced when out of chastity with new sensations.  On rare occasions Mistress Ayn permits the removal of the chastity cage so that i might comply with Her order for some sort of edging.  The edging is often for multiple, consecutive days and with a proscribed length of time for edging.  Yet, in most instances, there is denial awaiting the end of the edging time, then icing Her cock so that it fits back into Her chastity cage.  Rarely is there permission to orgasm, although occasionally a ruined orgasm is directed.  Admittedly, given permission to stroke feels very nice and is very intense.  i am quick to gain an erection and shortly thereafter am on the edge of an orgasm.  Then the truly intense frustration sets in as i am reminded of the command for orgasm denial, but with more time left to edge.

These experiences bring forth the question – Is it better to be IN chastity or OUT of chastity?  Thankfully, that is a question that does not deserve or require an answer for it is a rhetorical question.  The correct question is – How might i serve my Mistress, Mistress Ayn, my Beloved Keyholder?  If it is to be IN chastity for an indefinite time, that is my pleasure in service to Mistress Ayn.  If it is to be OUT of chastity for a period of frustrating edging and denial, that too is my pleasure in service to Mistress Ayn.  It is no longer up to me to make these kinds of decisions about my daily, sexual practices.  Mistress Ayn has assumed control of me as Her slave and my life is enriched because of Her guidance in my personal slave training.

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