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Trials and Tribulations of a chastity slave – Installment #19

Sunday, 15 December 2019 11:59
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Installment #19 – To Be in Chastity or Not To Be in Chastity?  That is the question (to paraphrase William Shakespeare) – by slaveboy jaime

After many, many months of indefinite, mutually agreed upon chastity, i have ample experience to know what it feels like to be in chastity.

There are times where i treasure this state of service and sexual and physical enslavement to Mistress Ayn.  While in chastity there is a calmness to my life, a sense of certainty or routine.  It is a known good and this condition feels normal.

Yet, there is a growing frustration while in chastity, especially after a recent, albeit rare, command to edge and denial, or the even more rare permission to orgasm.  In addition, there is the frequent pinching or constriction and resulting discomfort when sitting in a chair, getting in or out of a car, tossing and turning in bed, or becoming aroused by something or someone – and these experiences occur frequently during the day and throughout the night.  They are a nearly constant reminder that i am Mistress Ayn’s chaste slaveboy.

The frustration or discomfort from being in chastity is replaced when out of chastity with new sensations.  On rare occasions Mistress Ayn permits the removal of the chastity cage so that i might comply with Her order for some sort of edging.  The edging is often for multiple, consecutive days and with a proscribed length of time for edging.  Yet, in most instances, there is denial awaiting the end of the edging time, then icing Her cock so that it fits back into Her chastity cage.  Rarely is there permission to orgasm, although occasionally a ruined orgasm is directed.  Admittedly, given permission to stroke feels very nice and is very intense.  i am quick to gain an erection and shortly thereafter am on the edge of an orgasm.  Then the truly intense frustration sets in as i am reminded of the command for orgasm denial, but with more time left to edge.

These experiences bring forth the question – Is it better to be IN chastity or OUT of chastity?  Thankfully, that is a question that does not deserve or require an answer for it is a rhetorical question.  The correct question is – How might i serve my Mistress, Mistress Ayn, my Beloved Keyholder?  If it is to be IN chastity for an indefinite time, that is my pleasure in service to Mistress Ayn.  If it is to be OUT of chastity for a period of frustrating edging and denial, that too is my pleasure in service to Mistress Ayn.  It is no longer up to me to make these kinds of decisions about my daily, sexual practices.  Mistress Ayn has assumed control of me as Her slave and my life is enriched because of Her guidance in my personal slave training.

Touring Washington DC December 9th – 11th

Monday, 04 November 2019 20:40
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Mistress Ayn - DominatrixGet ready DC because you will be the end cap of the year for Me.  My last tour just had to include seeing all My loyal boys in the Nation’s Capital.  Appointments are already being booked and the ads break next week, so book now or wait until next year.

For those that have not sessioned with Me, here are My interests:

  • Body Worship – Respectful feet, legs and ass
  • Bondage – from the light to the extreme
  • CBT (Cock and ball torment)
  • Corporal Punishment – bare hand, OTK, hairbrush, floggers, paddles, crops, canes, whips, etc.
  • Electro torture/stimulation (ErosTek)
  • Face sitting and smothering (clothed)
  • Feminization – from pantying to makeup and lingerie
  • Foot Fetish – including boot and shoe worship – I have an extensive shoe collection and requests in advance are entertained.
  • Humiliation and degradation
  • Medical Play – including naughty exams, urethral sounds, enema play, stretching, toy play
  • Nipple torture
  • Strap on Worship / Training
  • Tease and Denial
  • Toilet training – golden only
  • Trampling
  • Sensory deprivation/sensory overload
  • Wax play
  • Venus 2000 – tease and denial and forced O

Things I am NOT interested in are full toilet (hardsports), blood play, adult baby or intimate sexual contact.  Please note that I am NOT a findomme and do not participate in financial domination or blackmail scenarios.

Most any other fetish can be accommodated, but if you are looking for something special, ask now before the packing is done. I will be hosting in a suite in an upscale hotel convenient to the Metro. The space is ideal for domestic scenes and a variety of role plays. I will be bringing a vast assortment of BDSM equipment for CBT, corporal, medical play, bondage, etc – along with the Eros Tek and Venus 2000.

When traveling I conduct sessions daily from noon until 10pm. I prefer email contact and an application is required for subs I have not sessioned with previously. My schedule in DC always fills quickly and openings are at a premium. If we have not sessioned together before, a deposit will be required to book.

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Trials and Tribulations of a chastity slave – Installment #18

Monday, 28 October 2019 21:20
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FemDom MansionInstallment #18 – My Personal Slave Training Progress in Review

While most of my chaste slave training with Mistress Ayn is via emails, there were four very special weekends at the FemDom Mansion in the past 18 months.  There i subjected to Mistress Ayn, and other Mistresses and Goddesses of Her choosing, to advance my personal slave training.  At the end of each weekend, i knelt before the Mistresses and Goddesses who took charge of my training weekend and humbly requested that They sign my “personal slave training Certificate of Achievement.”

On the flight home i begin to reflect on my slave training experiences at the hands of these beautiful and talented Mistresses and Goddesses and construct a “Top 13” list of the most memorable or meaningful experiences that have advanced my personal slave training. Recently i reviewed my “Top 13” lists and discovered some patterns reflecting my progress as Mistress Ayn’s personal chaste slave.

  • Humiliation – in the basement dungeon as i was ordered to experience a gangbang, spitroasting, or sucking dildoes; or during the cocktail party where i am typically in full-drag feminization and sitting on the spiked tray, spanked, performing a burlesque dance, or displayed with saline-filled balls; or during the day as i am “waterboarded Goddess-style” (an outdoor showers with garden hose); or feminized (often looking “ridiculous”) for serving dinner;
  • Physical pain – markings from a whip or cane or flogger; electricity attached to inserted sounds; sitting on a spiked tray; multiple piercings with needles; and generally prohibited from using a safe word;
  • Feminization – in full drag for a burlesque dance, Halloween costume as Mistress Ayn’s mini-me, or as a cocktail waitress; or partially feminized as a maidservant for meals;
  • Anal play – birthday gangbang; strap-on sucking and pegging; spitroasted while on display in the dungeon; and,
  • Markings – from a rattan cane or whip or flogger; redness from a spanking; bearing Mistress Ayn’s and Goddess Samantha’s initials.

The level of humiliation, physical pain, feminization, anal play, and markings are all “former hard limits,” with the emphasis on “former” as i have advanced as a slave due to my training.  Not only have i accepted them as part of my new life as Mistress Ayn’s personal chaste slave due to Her expert training, but i am craving these experiences each time i submit to Her and Others for more training.  They seem to please Mistress Ayn and that is my ultimate goal. They have become a part of my life as Her slaveboy and i hope i can endure / embrace even more as my personal slave training progresses – but that is, as always, at Mistress Ayn’s discretion.

Doubles with Gianna Monticello October 29th

Thursday, 17 October 2019 17:34
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Mistress AynMy kitty cat, Ms. Gianna Monticello is coming to Atlanta Dungeon for one day only – October 29th – and We are ready to play.  Gianna is a Switch so She is just as comfortable taking it as She is dishing it out.  Our Cougar and kitten sessions are legendary, so now is your opportunity to book.  So, what is your fantasy?  Being dominated by two Dommes?  Serving Me beside My slave girl?  Or something in between?

Our mutual interests include:

  • Body Worship – Feet, legs and ass
  • Bondage – from the light to the extreme
  • CBT (Cock and ball torture) / Genital Torture
  • Corporal Punishment – bare hand, OTK, hairbrush, floggers, paddles, crops, canes, etc.
  • Cuckolding
  • Electro torture/stimulation
  • Face sitting and smothering
  • Feminization – from pantying to makeup and lingerie
  • Foot Fetish – including boot and shoe worship
  • Humiliation and degradation
  • Medical Play – including naughty exams
  • Nipple torture
  • Strap on Worship / Training
  • Tease and Denial
  • Toilet training – golden only
  • Trampling
  • Sensory deprivation
  • Wax play

If we have not sessioned together previously an APPLICATION is required to book.  Deposits are always necessary when booking doubles. Tributes are as follows:

1 hour – $450
90 minutes – $675
2 hours – $900
Over nights – starting at $2750

 

 

You will never be the same – Review by a female submissive

Tuesday, 08 October 2019 11:25
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Several times a year I get an email that asks the following question, “Do you see female clients or only men?”  It’s a fair question.  The vast majority of My clients are men with a few male/female couples thrown in.  My site is geared toward the male submissive/fetishist and My reviews are almost exclusively from men . . .  but times are changing.

As women become more empowered in the workplace and life, the need to let that go and just let someone else take over, in a safe consensual environment is on the rise.  During the first half of My professional domination career, I saw only a handful of women.  Nowadays I see a handful a year.  This may not seem significant to the outside world, but it is huge in the ProDomme scene.  In a game that has always been considered  a “rich, white man’s indulgence”, it is refreshing to see women invading this space.  One day there may even be a need for professional male dominants.  Who knows, but I digress.

Recently I received such an email and answered it excitedly (like I always do) because I find it a real treat to have strong women submit to Me.  I do a good bit of lifestyle play with females, but being able to play with a woman for pay is another realm entirely, so I always jump at the chance.  This submissive female was kind enough to post a review of her encounter so others could gain from her experience. Below are excerpts of her impressions of our first two sessions.  The review can be read in its entirety on The Buzz.  Enjoy

“I have fantasized as long back as I can remember about kneeling before and serving a strong powerful woman. Being a woman myself, you don’t see this dynamic portrayed in stories and movies, or at least I hadn’t. So I wasn’t sure where that left me with my fantasies. About a month or two ago I decided to swallow my uncertainty and fear and did some searching. After a lot of searching and reading I composed an email to Mistress Ayn and before I let myself think about what I was doing I hit send. 

“I am a strong woman who doesn’t scare easily, but I have to admit when I knocked on the door I had second thoughts and wanted to turn tail – I had seen a couple of clips of Mistress Ayn in action. When the door opened Mistress Ayn was warm and welcoming, not what I expected but just what I needed at that point. 

“Even when She was gentler with me there was no doubt She was in complete control . . . I thought She was fucking with my mind when She chastised me for dripping on Her floor, but I soon found out I actually had. When the hour ended I felt euphoric. Mistress Ayn brought my fantasy to life better than I could have imagined, but I was left wanting more.

“Two weeks after that I scheduled another session with Mistress Ayn. This time I wasn’t quite as nervous and much to my delight she wasn’t as gentle. She knows how to work not only your body but also your mind. She informed me I was just a toy to be used for Her pleasure and amusement. It was then I realized how submissive I am because I wanted Her to use me and I wanted to please Her. 

“Now I hope to be able to do a multi hour session with Mistress Ayn in the future. I can only imagine how amazing it would be to be in Her presence and be used for Her amusement for multiple hours. So, just know you will be hooked. She exudes intelligence, strength and sensuality and Her sadistic grin speaks to just how much she relishes your complete submission.”

Complete review by Kneel4Her can be found here, on The Buzz.

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