Category Archives: Miscellaneous Musings

It was like being in a FemDom video

Monday, 17 June 2019 23:56
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Usually I complain that subs watch way too many FemDom videos and then expect a session to be like what they watch.  Often what’s depicted in clips is not at all what a real session is like.  However, a recent submissive showed Me that sometimes expectations are realized and even exceeded.

 

In his words:

 

As someone who has watched way more femdom videos than I’ll ever admit to, I have to say that you nailed so many of the things that get me excited, I felt like I was in one of those videos.
 
Things like:
– telling me to take it when whipping me
– spitting on the strap-on
– the way you put your glove in my mouth to make me eat my gunk
– the way you just reached over and stretched me a little further
– your comments about no one knowing I was there, and what you could do with me
– telling me that you didn’t care if I came or not, that wasn’t going to change you did to me
– the venus 2000
– more …
 
You are so incredible at what you do.
 
And I saw your tweet about denying a slave, sending him home to prime the pump (so to speak), all the while waiting a week to face you and Mistress Harley Quinn.  Damn, if I’m ever back in Atlanta I wanted to be treated like that.
 
I’m very grateful I have been able to experience you amazing talent.

New Sardax portrait comission.

Tuesday, 14 May 2019 14:48
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As a special birthday present a long time DC sub comissioned a portrait from the world famous FemDom artist, Sardax.  His idea was to capture some of our play and since he is a RHT stocking fetishist it was only natural for My feet to be covered only in stockings.  Breath play and CBT are also among our favorite activities and we have literally spent hours over the past few years in a very similar position as the one depicted.  It will have a special place in My heart and in My home.

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The art of Sardax:

Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave.  Installment #1

Monday, 14 January 2019 19:53
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The trials and tribulations of a chastity slave.  Installment #1 by slave boy jaime.

For many years i served Mistresses when i traveled for business in a two-hour session of domination, humiliation and mild discipline.  In August 2017, while in Atlanta, Mistress Ayn agreed to “bookend sessions,” where i would serve Her the day i arrived and again the day before i left.  W/we shared mutual BDSM interests, She worked out of the well-equipped Atlanta Dungeon, She had the experience to control an experienced sub, and She was very attractive – a “perfect storm.”

W/we clearly had a strong Mistress-slave connection and only a few weeks later i was craving to serve Mistress Ayn again.  i saw the FemDom Mansion website and the opportunity to submit to Mistress Ayn and the Ladies of the Mansion for a full weekend.  This was one of my “bucket list” fantasies. In March 2018 i submitted to Mistress Ayn for the weekend, which included an abduction fantasy, lots of discipline, humiliation as a maid, and so much more, as chronicled in Mistress Ayn’s blog.  i repeated this weekend of service in October 2018 with even more control, humiliation, and discipline.

Yet, only one month later i was again pining for Mistress Ayn’s dominating control.  Coordinated Skype online training was logistical impossible but W/we could communicate by email  so i asked Mistress Ayn if She was interested in being my keyholder.  i had self-caged my cock but never for more than a week.  Initially, She was not interested, especially since W/we were separated by 700 miles.

i persevered and soon She came to believe that She could trust me and i would be obedient to Her commands even though i would be holding the key as the Holy Trainer device required release for daily maintenance.  i proposed a fee for this service, Mistress Ayn doubled it, and i had my first keyholder.

That brings U/us to today – i am Mistress Ayn’s chaste slave with no scheduled releases, only allowed out of chastity upon Mistress Ayn’s orders, and then to act only as She commands.  What has Mistress Ayn demanded from me as Her chaste slave?  Well, that is for Chronicle installment #2 in Her blog.

Sardax FemDom Portrait

Monday, 31 December 2018 15:39
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Mistress Ayn by SardaxAs a unique gift idea, My sub joe had a portrait commissioned by the famous FemDom artist, Sardax.  We decided on a classic setting with joe in tow, masked, collared and leased following Me up a set of stairs.  The monochrome watercolor turned out just as I wanted with the slightly sinister feel of dusk creeping in the building as we mount the stairs.

It has a place of honor in My personal Dungeon and I will treasure it always.

To see more of Sardax’s work visit his website.

 

Chastity and the ruined orgasm

Thursday, 06 December 2018 10:33
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These are two of My favorite things.  Combine them and it’s just over the top fun – at least for Me.

Recently I accepted a new distance chastity slave.  The slave is not new to Me (or you if you follow FemDom Mansion) he is just new to chastity.  We only get to see each other a couple of times a year (usually when he submits at FemDom Mansion for a weekend retreat) and we both wanted to have him under My control beyond those visits and becoming his keyholder was the obvious choice.

After a month or so of being under My control, I thought it was time for a real test.  I wanted to see if he would comply and ruin his own orgasm just because I ordered him to.  Well, slave boy (the slave formerly known as jaime) did as ordered and here is his report:

“Finally, i thought, i can “finish” this edging session.  No more shove the erect cock back into the cage without cumming.  But, i have always had problems with ruining an orgasm since, well, i want to cum – hard.  This time, it was not my idea to pleasure myself but Your command to bring You pleasure.  After barely 15 minutes of edging i knew i was close.  i knew that a few more strokes would provide me with a powerful orgasm – lots of built up cum shooting out.  But that was not Your command.” 
 
“i stroked until i knew i would cum with or without more stroking, so i stopped.  Thus, the orgasm was ruined as i held Your cock in my hand, and watched the massive amount of cum just dribble out – not shoot out in a way that was satisfying.  It kept dribbling, catching all of it in my hand.  i squeezed Your cock so the last drops were emptied into my hand.  Then, i knew i had to recycle.  What a mouthful, but i let it rest in my mouth for a few seconds, just to let the taste hit all my taste buds, and then i swallowed.”
 
“What did i just do?  That is not how i used to cum pre-MASB (Mistress Ayn’s slave boy).  It was clear that i followed Your directions, not acting to please me. No, it was not satisfying for me, since i still felt like i had not had an orgasm.  Your cock was still hard and i was still very frustrated.  And returning Your cock to the chastity cage was just as painful and disappointing as it was after an edging session.”
 
“But, i was thrilled.  Not only did i comply with Your command but i was actually able to completely ruin the orgasm.  That is when it hit me deeper than ever before – i am truly submissive to Your whims and commands, not my desires.  i remain without a satisfying orgasm, but knew i was satisfying You, which is all that matters now in my new slave life.”
 
“i sat for a few minutes in my chair, exhausted from the physical exertion, but not like i used to after cumming.  This time i reflected on what just happened, without You physically being there to watch if i was obedient or not.  i was stunned – and pleased – that i am totally obedient, even with You 700 miles away.  Knowing it means more to please You by following Your commands, even without supervision, than pleasuring myself.”

 

That final paragraph really says it all.

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