Installment #24 – My first overnight Hush training session – by slaveboy jaime
The Hush is a vibrating anal plug that offers control at both close range and long distance. This means that Mistress Ayn can order me to insert the Hush and play in the privacy of Her FemDom Mansion but also to take control when She is 700 miles away. She can create patterns or order me to access established patterns of vibration at varying speed. A few initial sessions showed me that the Hush was a safe, exhilarating, and addictive anal play toy.
The use of the Hush took a dramatic step forward when Mistress Ayn ordered me to insert the Hush late one night and then go to bed with my phone nearby. She was able – at Her complete discretion – to access control of the Hush. She decided when She would engage the Hush, what patterns would play, how long the patterns would play, and could exchange text messages with me during the play.
After i had drifted off to sleep for about an hour, i felt the pulsating Hush in my ass, now controlled by Mistress Ayn, awaking me to a completely new sensation. Off and on for over an hour, Mistress Ayn would initiate and then stop different vibration patterns. i never knew when She would start up a new pattern or how long She would allow a pattern to run. i did not know when this early morning (starting around 1:30 am) would end or if it would ever end – the Hush has a long-lasting battery.
Besides the powerful physical sensations, having Mistress Ayn take control of my life through anal play was an awakening emotionally. She controlled what i felt, the length of the stimulation and the type of stimulation. i was reduced to simply reacting to Her sadistic whims, which i treasure and adore as Her slaveboy.
Step by step, in my life as Her slaveboy, Mistress Ayn has taken more intense control of me: initially by placing me in indefinite chastity, then ordering me to wear panties 24/7, then having my nipples pierced while visiting Her one day in Atlanta, and now by invading me through my ass and dictating the level of pleasure and discomfort in the middle of the night.
The rush of Her forceful control and my unlimited submissiveness was intense that first night of Hush play and had me eagerly awaiting if Mistress Ayn would continue this play the next night – She did not – or the following week. Thus, i was forced to wait, only available to respond, never dictate or control. i am addicted to being Her slaveboy and now that means being available to Her at any time overnight and submit to Her playful torture using the Hush.
I work extensively with couples so when one of My regular couples contacted Me about distance training during COVID, I jumped at the chance to have this experience together. We agreed that the month of training would be a combination of My controlling them while coaching and pushing them to create more exciting scenes with each other. Because they are Switches we were able to pass the baton of domination back and forth throughout the month.
These are different times. For the time being, COVID-19 has put a crimp in the ability to do in person sessions. During the lockdown it’s even been difficult for subs to find privacy to do phone and Skype sessions, but it doesn’t mean the need for submission has gone away. If anything, shelter in place, has caused many people’s kink to resurface or get stronger. As a stop gap measure, I started offering email/task sessions and amazingly both the participants and I have found it to be more fun than we anticipated. The frequent check ins, the control during day to day activities and the general naughtiness of it has not only been entertaining but it has brought Me closer to many of My subs.
I love controlling My subjects – any way I can. Many people do not have adequate privacy to do a phone or Skype session, so I have developed a special email task program to satisfy our need for D/s.
