Is a shoe fetish a paraphilia? Are all paraphilias fetishes? What is a paraphilia anyway? We discuss it all in this short but informative Kink 101 clip.
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TWO DAYS ONLY – March 1st and 4th
It’s been a while since I have had a submissive female available for sessions, so I am doubly pleased that My friend Blake August has some availability in her schedule.
This is a very limited opportunity, so secure your booking now while you can.
Blake is not a masochist but she can take a good spanking. Her strong suit is her sensuality and downright naughtiness. I am going to love using her to tease you.
You can see Blake is some of My films, here.
To schedule, email Me at ayn@mistressayn.com A completed application and a deposit are necessary to book.
The three-year anniversary of my “indefinite” chastity caused me to reflect on a fading memory — orgasms. Before chastity, i orgasmed when i felt the urge – about twice or thrice a week. i really do not remember those days, (as You like to say Mistress Ayn: “Mission Accomplished!”). Then, as Your chaste slaveboy, i would look forward to the days whenever You would permit an orgasm.
Recently things have changed – orgasms are permitted whenever You wish to have them happen and under Your control (“Mission Accomplished!”). And, a new twist – they rarely involve my stroking to a satisfying orgasm. Your plan seems to have me orgasm JUST often enough for me to remember what You have taken away from me (“Mission Accomplished!”). Orgasms are now just another one of Your many ways to control me, sometimes reward me, and even sometimes they are used to punish (“Mission Accomplished!”).
There is no pattern, for that would allow me to anticipate. At the end of 2020, You had me orgasm at the stroke of the new year. The next year You casually signed off in Your last email, informing me that “I am off until Monday.” No orgasm to end the year, keeping me unbalanced and submissive (“Mission Accomplished!”).
In 2019 and 2020, i was permitted “release” 19 times and 18 times, respectively. For 2021, that number plummeted to 12 – a 35% drop. i see where this is going: fewer releases, farther and farther apart, making it harder to remember orgasms, and You exerting more control (“Mission Accomplished!”).
And a new element, merely 12 releases, yet only FIVE “real orgasms,” when i was allowed to touch Your cock and bring myself to a satisfying orgasm. THREE times a ruined orgasm, stroking but stopping just short of a satisfying release. THREE times a forced orgasm – release but no physical touch Your cock, but using a vibrator. And, ONCE a forced, ruined orgasm – no physical touching and stopping before ejaculation. You are a creative Mistress and apparently One with a plan – fewer releases and even fewer the old-fashion way = jerking off to ejaculation (“Mission Accomplished!”).
Is there a lesson here? Yes. You are in control, it is not about me, my needs, or my pleasure (“Mission Accomplished”). It is about Your pleasure. My less frequent releases seem to please You, with new twists and turns, and less satisfaction. i gladly embraced this new training. You have trained me well, oh wise Mistress. – slaveboy jaime
Gender exploration has become a popular theme at the Mansion with the addition of the Sissy Studio and as a transsexual Mistress, Mistress Zoe is a great addition to aid in that exploration. With striking red hair and light caramel eyes, Mistress Zoe adds a bit of edginess to any event or scene. If you are looking to explore your inner desires and indulge those taboo cravings in a lavish, safe setting then consider booking an event at FemDom Mansion in Atlanta and include Mistress Zoe Red among the Dommes you serve while there.
To get an idea what is possible, view past FemDom Mansion events here.
To read how FemDom Mansion got started, see the interview in Domme Addition.
Installment #34 – Cuckolding a collared, chaste, sissy slaveboy – by slaveboy jaime
As many people know, cuckolding is often when the dominant female has sexual relations with a male that is not Her husband or partner. She may also subject Her husband or partner, often serving Her as Her slave or sub, to watch or hear about these activities to further humiliate or dominate the sub.
As Mistress Ayn’s collared, chaste, sissy slaveboy, sexual activity is not part of O/our Mistress-slaver relationship. i could never satisfy Her in that way – as She reminds me, my (now Her owned and caged) penis is too small to satisfy Her. And, i will never be Mistress Ayn’s husband or partner. Yet, cuckolding is present in O/our relationship in a unique way.
Each time She dominates another one of Her collared slaves or any submissive, i feel a sense of jealousy. When She describes what She did to a slave, i am envious of what the other slave experienced. i want to be there for Her, suffering at Her hands, being humiliated by Her words or actions, just serving Her and pleasing Her as She wishes – not hearing about another slave having that privilege.
i know Mistress Ayn does everything for a purpose and while She is not disciplining, humiliating or sissifying another one of Her slaves because of me specifically, it may also be a way She choose to cuckold me – to show me Her dominance and control over me by dominating and controlling another slave.
i have learned that my place as Her collared, chaste, sissy slave is to be there when She wants me and to accept that She has other collared, chaste or submissive slaves available to Her that i must accept as Her slaveboy.