Installment #15 – Control + Humiliation + Punishment in the Simplest of Things – by slave boy

i am committed to being Mistress Ayn’s chaste slave, Her slaveboy.  To simplify, this means that She is in complete control of me, will humiliate me as She deems necessary, and will impose punishment as needed or for no reason at all.  The combination of = control + humiliation + punishment has clearly crystallized my role as Mistress Ayn’s chaste slaveboy.  i find this combination in the simplest of experiences, especially when visiting Mistress Ayn at the FemDom Mansion.

Eating – all nourishment is in the form of table scraps served in a dog bowl consumed without the use of my hands = control + humiliation + punishment

Sleeping – alone in the dungeon on a thin mattress while chained to a metal post all night until Mistress Ayn returns to unlock me.  A plastic receptacle is nearby for my urination = control + humiliation + punishment

Dressing – naked all weekend unless serving Mistresses and Goddesses and then in feminine, maid, or sissy attire = control + humiliation + punishment

Socializing – never permitted to engage in conversation with other Mistresses or Goddesses during parties.  i am there to serve food and drinks, provide foot messages when instructed, and humiliated at Mistress Ayn’s whim.  i am allowed food if fed like a dog receiving a treat from a Mistress and only permitted water, never alcohol = control + humiliation + punishment

Showering – occurs outside on the patio where any Mistress can wield the garden hose with a multi-setting nozzle, with particular use of the “jet” setting on my genitals = control + humiliation + punishment

Speaking – i am allowed to respond to a Mistress or ask permission to speak; inappropriate speaking, especially sassy comments, are met with a ball gag and/or face slaps to correct this behavior = control + humiliation + punishment

Transportation – at the discretion of Mistress Ayn i am often told to wait at a hotel near the airport for further directions and then “chauffeured” by a Mistress but required to wear a blindfold, even in an Uber.  Never taken directly to the Mansion, rather stopping at a nail salon for a humiliating mani-pedi or to a dungeon for torture = control + humiliation + punishment

Control + humiliation + punishment sums up my role as Mistress Ayn’s submissive and chaste slaveboy and i would not want it any other way, not that i have any input once i committed to being Her slave.