Mistress Ayn “GRANTS” permission yet with a “BUT” attached – by slaveboy jaime
Throughout my years as Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy, i have come to understand that nearly every permission that Mistress Ayn GRANTS me comes with a BUT as well. For example:
• Mistress Ayn GRANTED me permission to fulfill my fantasy and become Her chaste slaveboy BUT She decided that i should be in chastity indefinitely AND She ordered me to purchase a bright, sparkly pink chastity cage.
• Mistress Ayn GRANTED me permission to get in touch with my feminine side BUT She also ordered me to wear panties 24/7 AND preferably pink panties.
• Mistress Ayn GRANTED me permission to wear Her mark as a constant reminder that i am Her slaveboy BUT the mark was the extremely painful, a surprise nipple piercing, AND the stud are in pink.
• Mistress Ayn GRANTED me permission to celebrate O/our one-year anniversary of chastity with a “wedding ceremony” BUT i was dressed from head to toe in white or pink as the bride with Mistress Ayn and my four bridesmaids were all in black leather AND in front of 25 of Her good friends She buckle a bright pink slave collar on me with a tag that read: “Property of Mistress Ayn.”
• Mistress Ayn GRANTED me permission to continue my morning walk routine BUT She added more distance to the walk AND had me insert a vibrating Hush up my ass before taking my walk.
• Mistress Ayn occasionally GRANTED me permission to remove the chastity cage BUT typically with orders to daily edge myself at greater lengths of time each day AND the multi-day edging culminates with a ruined orgasm, videoed for Mistress Ayn’s amusement, and ordered to eat my cum.
• Mistress Ayn GRANTED me permission during a video chat to have a “real orgasm” BUT only with 13 pink clothespins attached to Her (my) balls and an Edge device vibrating up my ass and on my taint with Mistress Ayn at the controls.
As you can see, Mistress Ayn does GRANT me permission to achieve a fantasy or experience some pleasure BUT always with a qualifier or condition that reminds me that She is still completely in charge and everything i am granted to do is for Her amusement and pleasure.
As Her chaste, panties-wearing, pierced, collared, sissified slaveboy, i would not want it any other way.