An open letter about chastity
November 7, 2023
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by Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy Five years ago, in 2018, i reached out to Mistress Ayn, whom i had served only a few times in session as a submissive, after many
Thoughts, dispatches and assignments from the world of professional FemDom — written by Mistress Ayn since 2012.
Trials and Tribulations of a chastity slave – The 12 Degrees of Male Sexual Pleasure
July 12, 2022
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Installment #37 – The 12 Degrees of Male Sexual Pleasure Moving from what provides the most pleasure to the least: Sexual intercourse, penetration, building to mutual orgasm Blowjob, with multiple
Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave – Finding to correct way to say “I love You, Mistress”
March 30, 2022
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Installment #36 – Finding to correct way to say “I love You, Mistress” by slaveboy jaime Recently, i have felt a greater commitment and devotion to my Mistress, Mistress Ayn,
Three Years in Chastity: “Mission Accomplished”
February 13, 2022
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In the continuation of the Trials and Tribulations of a chastity slave chronicles, slaveboy reminisces about orgasms . . . The three-year anniversary of my “indefinite” chastity caused me to
Trials and Tribulations of a chastity slave – Installment #34 – Cuckolding a collared, chaste, sissy slaveboy
January 18, 2022
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Installment #34 – Cuckolding a collared, chaste, sissy slaveboy – by slaveboy jaime As many people know, cuckolding is often when the dominant female has sexual relations with a male
Trials and Tribulations of a chastity slave – #33
December 5, 2021
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The Emergence of a Sissy Slut – by slaveboy jaime i have long believed in the Supremacy of Women, so becoming a submissive to Mistress Ayn was not a surprise
Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave – #32
November 8, 2021
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When Mistress Ayn declares indefinite chastity – by slave boy After achieving my “two years in chastity” anniversary, i thought it prudent to reflect upon my experience as Mistress Ayn
Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave – #31
June 22, 2021
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Installment 31 – When a submissive is asked by his Mistress: “What do you think?” – by slaveboy. In the heat of an intense tease and denial session, Mistress
Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave #30
May 5, 2021
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Installment # 30 – Mistress Ayn: The “Steven Spielberg of FemDom” As many know, Steven Spielberg is one of the world’s premier movie directors. My observations of, and experiences with,
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