Thoughts, dispatches and assignments from the world of professional FemDom — written by Mistress Ayn since 2012.
Chastity, whether practiced through abstinence, restraint, or enforcing devices, builds a steady habit of noticing strong impulses. It involves delaying action on impulses. That same skill transfers directly to everyday
At the risk of sounding predictable… we’re taking orgasm control into October. Welcome to Locktober. Just because you’re locked doesn’t mean you’ll never be allowed to cum. A full month
A Year in Review: My First Year as a Slaveboy to One of the Elite European Dommes, the Sensually Sadistic Mistress Ayn After six years of serving Mistress Ayn, formerly
by Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy Five years ago, in 2018, i reached out to Mistress Ayn, whom i had served only a few times in session as a submissive, after many
Installment #37 – The 12 Degrees of Male Sexual Pleasure Moving from what provides the most pleasure to the least: Sexual intercourse, penetration, building to mutual orgasm Blowjob, with multiple
Installment #36 – Finding to correct way to say “I love You, Mistress” by slaveboy jaime Recently, i have felt a greater commitment and devotion to my Mistress, Mistress Ayn,
In the continuation of the Trials and Tribulations of a chastity slave chronicles, slaveboy reminisces about orgasms . . . The three-year anniversary of my “indefinite” chastity caused me to
Installment #34 – Cuckolding a collared, chaste, sissy slaveboy – by slaveboy jaime As many people know, cuckolding is often when the dominant female has sexual relations with a male
The Emergence of a Sissy Slut – by slaveboy jaime i have long believed in the Supremacy of Women, so becoming a submissive to Mistress Ayn was not a surprise
I am back from an unforgettable visit to The House of Sinn in Bucharest. There I spent time with the formidable Matriarch Ezada Sinn and helped train one of her newest chattels.
Chastity, whether practiced through abstinence, restraint, or enforcing devices, builds a steady habit of noticing strong impulses. It involves delaying action on impulses. That same skill transfers directly to everyday mindfulness and patience. Here’s how the connection works in practice: 1. Training impulse awareness Sexual desire is often intense and insistent. When someone in chastity repeatedly feels the urge arise
For years I stopped seeking out FemDom stories and films. Too many of them got it wrong—characters who were broken and stayed broken, dominance framed as dysfunction rather than strength. If I hadn’t known one of the authors, I probably wouldn’t have picked up Eros and Agape either. I’m glad I did. Anyone who knows Ezada knows there is nothing
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