Thoughts, dispatches and assignments from the world of professional FemDom — written by Mistress Ayn since 2012.
Installment #14 – When serving a Mistress, not Mistress Ayn – by slaveboy For months, Mistress Ayn has been my Alpha Mistress, my Keyholder. There is no incentive to change
Installment # 13 – Chastity “Cuckolding” As many know, typically, a cuckold is when a male changes his role from sexual partner to chaste submissive and the Female takes on
Installment #12 – The submissive side overcoming the dominant side Since i was a teen-ager i have been dominant. i have been in control of every romantic relationship, led nearly
Installment #11 – Six months in chastity, omg. – by slave boy Not that long ago i counted my time in chastity in days, then weeks, and thought to myself,
Installment #10 – Mistress Ayn is a “cat person” Before anyone, especially Mistress Ayn, is offended by the title of this installment, let me explain. A wise Mistress explained to
Installment #9 – Breaking down “hard limits” As Mistress Ayn’s chastity slave i am finding that many of my so-called “hard limits” are dropping off that list. Before becoming Mistress
Installment #8 – When “playing” with chastity became a “lifestyle” of chastity. – by slaveboy Many men and some couples “play” with chastity. As a male, it was a fun
Installment #7 – The “Evils” of ED Drugs – by slaveboy Many men are aware (and an increasing number of women) that there are erectile dysfunction (ED) drugs on the
Installment #6 – A Memorable Super Bowl Sunday – by slaveboy Most of America’s attention was on Super Bowl LIII. i did favor the LA Rams, born in LA, and
I am back from an unforgettable visit to The House of Sinn in Bucharest. There I spent time with the formidable Matriarch Ezada Sinn and helped train one of her newest chattels.
Chastity, whether practiced through abstinence, restraint, or enforcing devices, builds a steady habit of noticing strong impulses. It involves delaying action on impulses. That same skill transfers directly to everyday mindfulness and patience. Here’s how the connection works in practice: 1. Training impulse awareness Sexual desire is often intense and insistent. When someone in chastity repeatedly feels the urge arise
For years I stopped seeking out FemDom stories and films. Too many of them got it wrong—characters who were broken and stayed broken, dominance framed as dysfunction rather than strength. If I hadn’t known one of the authors, I probably wouldn’t have picked up Eros and Agape either. I’m glad I did. Anyone who knows Ezada knows there is nothing
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