Thoughts, dispatches and assignments from the world of professional FemDom — written by Mistress Ayn since 2012.
Installment # 29 – by slaveboy 5:47 am. i awoke to the startling feeling of someone firmly grabbing my cock and then realized it was Mistress Ayn’s cock, as She
Installment #28 – On Becoming a Pain, Anal and Sissy Slut – by slaveboy The transformation from being a bondage slut to becoming a pain, anal and sissy slut has
Mistress Ayn “GRANTS” permission yet with a “BUT” attached – by slaveboy jaime Throughout my years as Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy, i have come to understand that nearly every
Installment #27: Then: a session with a mistress … Now: session with Mistress Ayn – written by slave boy For many years i would troll the Internet looking for a
I sheepishly admit that I have only recently read the iconic book Venus in Furs. Written in 1870 by Leopold von Sacher-Masoch, the novella is a FemDom staple and
Installment #26 – My morning routine as Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy After more than a year in indefinite chastity as Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy, my morning routine was become quite comfortable for
Special COVID edition by slaveboy. W/we are firmly in the grips of a COVID-era and my slave training now occurs long distance, yet Mistress Ayn is still very powerfully
Installment #25 – My morning routine as Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy – by slave boy jaime After more than a year in indefinite chastity as Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy, my morning routine
Installment #24 – Indefinite Chasity – May Be the Harshest Chastity Sentence of All – by slaveboy From my investigations, chastity sentences take on many different forms and release from
I am back from an unforgettable visit to The House of Sinn in Bucharest. There I spent time with the formidable Matriarch Ezada Sinn and helped train one of her newest chattels.
Chastity, whether practiced through abstinence, restraint, or enforcing devices, builds a steady habit of noticing strong impulses. It involves delaying action on impulses. That same skill transfers directly to everyday mindfulness and patience. Here’s how the connection works in practice: 1. Training impulse awareness Sexual desire is often intense and insistent. When someone in chastity repeatedly feels the urge arise
For years I stopped seeking out FemDom stories and films. Too many of them got it wrong—characters who were broken and stayed broken, dominance framed as dysfunction rather than strength. If I hadn’t known one of the authors, I probably wouldn’t have picked up Eros and Agape either. I’m glad I did. Anyone who knows Ezada knows there is nothing
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