Thoughts, dispatches and assignments from the world of professional FemDom — written by Mistress Ayn since 2012.
Installment #24 – My first overnight Hush training session – by slaveboy jaime The Hush is a vibrating anal plug that offers control at both close range and long distance.
Installment #23 – The Role of Fear in Our (Mistress Ayn-slaveboy) Relationship In most relationships (as in life) fear is something that is desperately avoided. Generally, fear is understood as
Installment #21 – My favorite reply: “Yes! … What?” in my developing life as Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy i often encounter challenging situations and quickly, say: “Yes,” but begin to realize
Installment # 21 – How Can i Please a Woman? While i do not claim to know the universal answer to this question, i have learned much as Mistress Ayn’s
Installment #20 – About markings – physical and psychological – by slave boy The dictionary defines “marking” as “the act, process, or an instance of making or giving a mark.”
Installment #19 – To Be in Chastity or Not To Be in Chastity? That is the question (to paraphrase William Shakespeare) – by slaveboy jaime After many, many months of
Installment #18 – My Personal Slave Training Progress in Review While most of my chaste slave training with Mistress Ayn is via emails, there were four very special weekends at
Installment #17 – Mistress Ayn “Pushes” Me – by slaveboy Reflecting on months as Mistress Ayn’s chaste slaveboy, there are many things i have experienced that i have desired, often
Installment #16 – “Running the Numbers” as Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy Sometimes “running the numbers” – i.e., counting things – helps explain what it means to be Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy. Before
I am back from an unforgettable visit to The House of Sinn in Bucharest. There I spent time with the formidable Matriarch Ezada Sinn and helped train one of her newest chattels.
Chastity, whether practiced through abstinence, restraint, or enforcing devices, builds a steady habit of noticing strong impulses. It involves delaying action on impulses. That same skill transfers directly to everyday mindfulness and patience. Here’s how the connection works in practice: 1. Training impulse awareness Sexual desire is often intense and insistent. When someone in chastity repeatedly feels the urge arise
For years I stopped seeking out FemDom stories and films. Too many of them got it wrong—characters who were broken and stayed broken, dominance framed as dysfunction rather than strength. If I hadn’t known one of the authors, I probably wouldn’t have picked up Eros and Agape either. I’m glad I did. Anyone who knows Ezada knows there is nothing
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