Thoughts, dispatches and assignments from the world of professional FemDom — written by Mistress Ayn since 2012.
Installment #6 – A Memorable Super Bowl Sunday – by slaveboy Most of America’s attention was on Super Bowl LIII. i did favor the LA Rams, born in LA, and
Installment #5 – A Day of Freedom and of Control and Pain i had mixed feelings about an upcoming supervised release – I enjoy being under Mistress Ayn’s control in
Chronicles of chaste slave – #4 – The emotional transformation and control – by slaveboy i am becoming aware that every command has its own powerful control over me. While
Installment #3 – The holidays as Mistress Ayn’s chaste slave – by slaveboy To celebrate the holidays, Mistress Ayn permitted me out of chastity on Christmas Eve and Day but not
Installment #2 – Obedience to Mistress Ayn’s commands – by slaveboy It started innocently enough as Mistress Ayn’s slave boy. One week in chastity, then one week of freedom when
The trials and tribulations of a chastity slave. Installment #1 by slave boy jaime. For many years i served Mistresses when i traveled for business in a two-hour session of
How long She had left him bound there naked atop the medical bondage table he could not say. eugene shivered. The smell of strong disinfectant filled his nostrils as he
The castration complete, Mistress Ayn took a moment to examine her handiwork. “Much better,” the Domina said to herself. “Now there will be no more rude erections, no more messy
The sound of a something being dragged across the dungeon floor filled Eugene’s ears, frightening the kneeling, semi-nude submissive. Wild thoughts filled the slave’s head. What could it be? A
I am back from an unforgettable visit to The House of Sinn in Bucharest. There I spent time with the formidable Matriarch Ezada Sinn and helped train one of her newest chattels.
Chastity, whether practiced through abstinence, restraint, or enforcing devices, builds a steady habit of noticing strong impulses. It involves delaying action on impulses. That same skill transfers directly to everyday mindfulness and patience. Here’s how the connection works in practice: 1. Training impulse awareness Sexual desire is often intense and insistent. When someone in chastity repeatedly feels the urge arise
For years I stopped seeking out FemDom stories and films. Too many of them got it wrong—characters who were broken and stayed broken, dominance framed as dysfunction rather than strength. If I hadn’t known one of the authors, I probably wouldn’t have picked up Eros and Agape either. I’m glad I did. Anyone who knows Ezada knows there is nothing
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