Thoughts, dispatches and assignments from the world of professional FemDom — written by Mistress Ayn since 2012.
Installment #18 – My Personal Slave Training Progress in Review While most of my chaste slave training with Mistress Ayn is via emails, there were four very special weekends at
My kitty cat, Ms. Gianna Monticello is coming to Atlanta Dungeon for one day only – October 29th – and We are ready to play. Gianna is a Switch so
Several times a year I get an email that asks the following question, “Do you see female clients or only men?” It’s a fair question. The vast majority of My
Put your hands up for Detroit! – because it’s their turn for a visit. From the evening of November 5th – November 7th I will be bringing My own brand
Installment #17 – Mistress Ayn “Pushes” Me – by slaveboy Reflecting on months as Mistress Ayn’s chaste slaveboy, there are many things i have experienced that i have desired, often
DomCon 2019 in New Orleans is just around the corner. This year I will be attending as a Guest of Honor. FemDom sessions will also be offered in the host
Installment #16 – “Running the Numbers” as Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy Sometimes “running the numbers” – i.e., counting things – helps explain what it means to be Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy. Before
How to present your tribute: Have it ready – counting out your tribute in front of Me is uncouth. Whether intended or not, I see it as a passive aggressive
Installment #15 – Control + Humiliation + Punishment in the Simplest of Things – by slave boy i am committed to being Mistress Ayn’s chaste slave, Her slaveboy. To simplify,
I am back from an unforgettable visit to The House of Sinn in Bucharest. There I spent time with the formidable Matriarch Ezada Sinn and helped train one of her newest chattels.
Chastity, whether practiced through abstinence, restraint, or enforcing devices, builds a steady habit of noticing strong impulses. It involves delaying action on impulses. That same skill transfers directly to everyday mindfulness and patience. Here’s how the connection works in practice: 1. Training impulse awareness Sexual desire is often intense and insistent. When someone in chastity repeatedly feels the urge arise
For years I stopped seeking out FemDom stories and films. Too many of them got it wrong—characters who were broken and stayed broken, dominance framed as dysfunction rather than strength. If I hadn’t known one of the authors, I probably wouldn’t have picked up Eros and Agape either. I’m glad I did. Anyone who knows Ezada knows there is nothing
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