Installment #34 – Cuckolding a collared, chaste, sissy slaveboy – by slaveboy jaime

As many people know, cuckolding is often when the dominant female has sexual relations with a male that is not Her husband or partner.  She may also subject Her husband or partner, often serving Her as Her slave or sub, to watch or hear about these activities to further humiliate or dominate the sub.

As Mistress Ayn’s collared, chaste, sissy slaveboy, sexual activity is not part of O/our Mistress-slaver relationship.  i could never satisfy Her in that way – as She reminds me, my (now Her owned and caged) penis is too small to satisfy Her.  And, i will never be Mistress Ayn’s husband or partner.  Yet, cuckolding is present in O/our relationship in a unique way.

Each time She dominates another one of Her collared slaves or any submissive, i feel a sense of jealousy.  When She describes what She did to a slave, i am envious of what the other slave experienced.  i want to be there for Her, suffering at Her hands, being humiliated by Her words or actions, just serving Her and pleasing Her as She wishes – not hearing about another slave having that privilege.

i know Mistress Ayn does everything for a purpose and while She is not disciplining, humiliating or sissifying another one of Her slaves because of me specifically, it may also be a way She choose to cuckold me – to show me Her dominance and control over me by dominating and controlling another slave.

i have learned that my place as Her collared, chaste, sissy slave is to be there when She wants me and to accept that She has other collared, chaste or submissive slaves available to Her that i must accept as Her slaveboy.