Installment #24 – Indefinite Chasity – May Be the Harshest Chastity Sentence of All – by slaveboy

From my investigations, chastity sentences take on many different forms and release from chastity is widely variant.  Some subs earn release if they beg their Mistress sufficiently; others gain release if the sub performs specific tasks to an established level of performance.  Others chastity subs are on a pre-determined scheduled for releases.  Finally, some subs are in chastity forever.

The chastity forever may seem to be the harshest chastity sentence but i suggest that indefinite chastity may be even more difficult to endure for the sub.  Mistress Ayn desires indefinite chastity and i have pledged my commitment to being in chastity indefinitely.

Each morning i awake to the feel of my pink, hard plastic, Holy Trainer chastity cage around Mistress Ayn’s cock and balls, for She owes them.  i wonder immediately – is today the day Mistress Ayn will order me to remove the cage for edging, or a ruined orgasm, or an orgasm?  The latter occurs only very rarely.  But, most importantly, it is the not knowing that has the most impact on me and reminds me of Her total control over me as Her slaveboy – physically, psychologically, and sexually.

Subs in chastity forever know that they will never be released or orgasm outside their cage.  i simply do not know for certain.  Today may be the day that Mistress Ayn rewards me with release and orgasm or today may be another day where She rewards me with continuing to be Her chastity slave.  The uncertainty means Mistress Ayn is completely in control of Her cock and balls, Her chastity cage, and Her slave’s releases.

Indefinite chastity is the harshest of the chastity sentences and, honestly, i am delighted that this is what my Mistress, my Keyholder, desires to please Her the most.  i remain in chastity, indefinitely, in service to Mistress Ayn.

Mistress Ayn has customized chastity programs for the short term fetishist to the serious chastity submissive.