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Collaring slaves

Collaring a submissive is something I have always been resistant to, for several reasons.  I am a believer in long term relationships and I take commitment very seriously.  The act of collaring, to Me, is not a whim.  On the contrary it is much like a marriage.  I become responsible for the sub and everything the sub does is now a reflection on Me.  That’s heavy stuff.

The pandemic has been difficult in many ways but it has made Me reevaluate the things that are important to Me.  When times are difficult you learn who you can really depend on  and it became clear to Me that I have some spectacular subs.  Among those a few really stand out because of their long time exclusive devotion, the things they do to go the extra mile, their dependability, special skills or a combination of all of the above.  But mainly I realized there were a few subs that I knew I could really depend on.  If I were stranded in another state or hurt on the side of the road, they would move heaven and earth to rescue Me.  They would be family.

Because of this I decided to collar 3 additional subs this year and all three are now members of My kinky family.  Prior to this I had only the one collared sub, aka slave jaime, Ayn’s slaveboy.  It was a touchy subject to inform slaveboy he now had “brothers” but he accepted the news well.  I have encouraged My collared subs to get to know each other and I think that has only strengthened their bond.

The subs:

joe – My joe has served Me over a decade.  He has been the rock I needed during the rehabbing of two Dungeons.  He is the guy you call when a crisis occurs and he is always there ready to help.   In reality I should have collared joe years ago, so although he is not My first collared sub, I do consider him the alpha sub.

Ayn’s pet aka paddles – My pet has also served Me for at least a decade.  He has been loyal and fun but more recently he has become even more.  He is the one that volunteers sweat labor when he sees something needing done.  He has made Dungeon furniture, cleaned carpets, done yard work, filmed, you name it.   He has never refused a thing I asked.

Ayn’s toy – My toy was an easy decision but for different reasons.  During the pandemic he offered his support in important ways.  I could tell anytime he was able to help, he felt fulfilled by it in a way beyond how a typical person might feel.   It’s as if service completes him and I don’t know if I have ever met a soul quite like him.  He wormed his way into My heart in a comparatively short period of time, but I think he is here to stay.

These men have made a vow to serve and honor Me and I made a vow to protect and support them and be worthy of their service.  I hope we continue to make each other proud.  Yes, that is some heavy stuff.

Trials and Tribulations of a chastity slave – Installment #24

Installment #24 – Indefinite Chasity – May Be the Harshest Chastity Sentence of All – by slaveboy

From my investigations, chastity sentences take on many different forms and release from chastity is widely variant.  Some subs earn release if they beg their Mistress sufficiently; others gain release if the sub performs specific tasks to an established level of performance.  Others chastity subs are on a pre-determined scheduled for releases.  Finally, some subs are in chastity forever.

The chastity forever may seem to be the harshest chastity sentence but i suggest that indefinite chastity may be even more difficult to endure for the sub.  Mistress Ayn desires indefinite chastity and i have pledged my commitment to being in chastity indefinitely.

Each morning i awake to the feel of my pink, hard plastic, Holy Trainer chastity cage around Mistress Ayn’s cock and balls, for She owes them.  i wonder immediately – is today the day Mistress Ayn will order me to remove the cage for edging, or a ruined orgasm, or an orgasm?  The latter occurs only very rarely.  But, most importantly, it is the not knowing that has the most impact on me and reminds me of Her total control over me as Her slaveboy – physically, psychologically, and sexually.

Subs in chastity forever know that they will never be released or orgasm outside their cage.  i simply do not know for certain.  Today may be the day that Mistress Ayn rewards me with release and orgasm or today may be another day where She rewards me with continuing to be Her chastity slave.  The uncertainty means Mistress Ayn is completely in control of Her cock and balls, Her chastity cage, and Her slave’s releases.

Indefinite chastity is the harshest of the chastity sentences and, honestly, i am delighted that this is what my Mistress, my Keyholder, desires to please Her the most.  i remain in chastity, indefinitely, in service to Mistress Ayn.

Mistress Ayn has customized chastity programs for the short term fetishist to the serious chastity submissive.

Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave – Installment #24

Installment #24 – My first overnight Hush training session  – by slaveboy jaime

The Hush is a vibrating anal plug that offers control at both close range and long distance.  This means that Mistress Ayn can order me to insert the Hush and play in the privacy of Her FemDom Mansion but also to take control when She is 700 miles away.  She can create patterns or order me to access established patterns of vibration at varying speed.  A few initial sessions showed me that the Hush was a safe, exhilarating, and addictive anal play toy.

The use of the Hush took a dramatic step forward when Mistress Ayn ordered me to insert the Hush late one night and then go to bed with my phone nearby.  She was able – at Her complete discretion – to access control of the Hush.  She decided when She would engage the Hush, what patterns would play, how long the patterns would play, and could exchange text messages with me during the play.

After i had drifted off to sleep for about an hour, i felt the pulsating Hush in my ass, now controlled by Mistress Ayn, awaking me to a completely new sensation.  Off and on for over an hour, Mistress Ayn would initiate and then stop different vibration patterns.  i never knew when She would start up a new pattern or how long She would allow a pattern to run.  i did not know when this early morning (starting around 1:30 am) would end or if it would ever end – the Hush has a long-lasting battery.

Besides the powerful physical sensations, having Mistress Ayn take control of my life through anal play was an awakening emotionally.  She controlled what i felt, the length of the stimulation and the type of stimulation.  i was reduced to simply reacting to Her sadistic whims, which i treasure and adore as Her slaveboy.

Step by step, in my life as Her slaveboy, Mistress Ayn has taken more intense control of me: initially by placing me in indefinite chastity, then ordering me to wear panties 24/7, then having my nipples pierced while visiting Her one day in Atlanta, and now by invading me through my ass and dictating the level of pleasure and discomfort in the middle of the night.

The rush of Her forceful control and my unlimited submissiveness was intense that first night of Hush play and had me eagerly awaiting if Mistress Ayn would continue this play the next night – She did not – or the following week.  Thus, i was forced to wait, only available to respond, never dictate or control.  i am addicted to being Her slaveboy and now that means being available to Her at any time overnight and submit to Her playful torture using the Hush.

FemDom Mansion – Mistress Fantasy Weekend

Female Domination in a luxurious environment

 

FemDom Mansion is known for its over the top, luxurious FemDom events. March’s event was no exception.  This time the Dommes each got to live out a personal fantasy with Ayn’s slave boy (a regular visitor to the Mansion).  Think you have some great fantasies?  Well, Dommes have awesome fantasies and we made them happen in grand style.  A kidnapping and stripping in broad daylight . . . an interrogation scene that utilized a Sawzall  . . . Lesbian domination that was weaponized . . .  read all about it and see more photos documenting another fully immersive event into the female led lifestyle.

To find out more about this event and others or to book your own 24hour+ experience, visit the FemDom Mansion website.

FemDom Mansion is located in Atlanta, Georgia and is overseen by Mistress Ayn.

Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave – Installment #16

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Image by Sardax. www.Sardax.com

Installment #16 – “Running the Numbers” as Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy

Sometimes “running the numbers” – i.e., counting things – helps explain what it means to be Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy. 

Before i became Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy, i would typically masturbate every two to three days.  Then, Mistress Ayn placed me in indefinite chastity and Her cock became completely under Her control.  Running the numbers, i would have masturbated regularly during the past eight months (around 242 days), from when Mistress Ayn agreed to be my Keyholder until now, and had around 97 orgasms.

As Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy, things have certainly changed.  i have been permitted eight, yes eight, orgasms over the past eight months — not exactly the 97 orgasms i would have enjoyed without Mistress Ayn being my Keyholder.  That averages to one orgasm every 30 days – once a month, as opposed to orgasming every two or three days.  Adding in the one unauthorized orgasm while trapped in the Venus 2000 and the ten ordered, ruined orgasms over the past eight months that comes to a total of 19 ejaculations in 242 days, or one every 12.7 days. 

Keeping in mind that Mistress Ayn once ordered me to have three ruined orgasms in one hour and at another time to have one ruined orgasm, then two ruined orgasms in an hour, and then three ruined orgasms in two hours on three consecutive days as punishments.  So, in actuality, the ejaculations have come farther apart from each other than it seems.

Running the numbers shows the change in my life.  It shows how often i am allowed to enjoy “my” cock, which is now Mistress Ayn’s cock.  It shows that i am allowed to pleasure myself far less often now that Mistress Ayn is my Keyholder.

Moreover, the purpose behind an orgasm has changed.  It used to be for my hedonistic pleasure – an intense, mind-blowing, body-exhausting, self-gratifying orgasm.  Now, with Mistress Ayn as my Keyholder, things are different.  Mistress Ayn explained it best when She last directed me to orgasm: “I want you to orgasm so you know what you are missing when I deny you permission.”

It is possible that, for some subs, chastity is about regularly scheduled orgasms. As Mistress Ayn’s chastity slaveboy, it is about remembering what i gave up for the honor of being Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy.  And, it is so worth it!

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