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Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave – Installment #24

Friday, 29 May 2020 14:25
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Installment #24 – My first overnight Hush training session  – by slaveboy jaime

The Hush is a vibrating anal plug that offers control at both close range and long distance.  This means that Mistress Ayn can order me to insert the Hush and play in the privacy of Her FemDom Mansion but also to take control when She is 700 miles away.  She can create patterns or order me to access established patterns of vibration at varying speed.  A few initial sessions showed me that the Hush was a safe, exhilarating, and addictive anal play toy.

The use of the Hush took a dramatic step forward when Mistress Ayn ordered me to insert the Hush late one night and then go to bed with my phone nearby.  She was able – at Her complete discretion – to access control of the Hush.  She decided when She would engage the Hush, what patterns would play, how long the patterns would play, and could exchange text messages with me during the play.

After i had drifted off to sleep for about an hour, i felt the pulsating Hush in my ass, now controlled by Mistress Ayn, awaking me to a completely new sensation.  Off and on for over an hour, Mistress Ayn would initiate and then stop different vibration patterns.  i never knew when She would start up a new pattern or how long She would allow a pattern to run.  i did not know when this early morning (starting around 1:30 am) would end or if it would ever end – the Hush has a long-lasting battery.

Besides the powerful physical sensations, having Mistress Ayn take control of my life through anal play was an awakening emotionally.  She controlled what i felt, the length of the stimulation and the type of stimulation.  i was reduced to simply reacting to Her sadistic whims, which i treasure and adore as Her slaveboy.

Step by step, in my life as Her slaveboy, Mistress Ayn has taken more intense control of me: initially by placing me in indefinite chastity, then ordering me to wear panties 24/7, then having my nipples pierced while visiting Her one day in Atlanta, and now by invading me through my ass and dictating the level of pleasure and discomfort in the middle of the night.

The rush of Her forceful control and my unlimited submissiveness was intense that first night of Hush play and had me eagerly awaiting if Mistress Ayn would continue this play the next night – She did not – or the following week.  Thus, i was forced to wait, only available to respond, never dictate or control.  i am addicted to being Her slaveboy and now that means being available to Her at any time overnight and submit to Her playful torture using the Hush.

Review of online distance training

Friday, 01 May 2020 16:22
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These are different times.  For the time being, COVID-19 has put a crimp in the ability to do in person sessions.  During the lockdown it’s even been difficult for subs to find privacy to do phone and Skype sessions, but it doesn’t mean the need for submission has gone away.  If anything, shelter in place, has caused many people’s kink to resurface or get stronger.  As a stop gap measure, I started offering email/task sessions and amazingly both the participants and I have found it to be more fun than we anticipated.  The frequent check ins, the control during day to day activities and the general naughtiness of it has not only been entertaining but it has brought Me closer to many of My subs.

Sub john, a long time submissive that normally does monthly sessions, shared his experience and thoughts of his first two weeks of distance training.  The full review can be read on The Buzz.

I think think there are many lessons to be learned through adversity.  One I have learned is that it’s a good thing to explore new ways of connecting to My stable of submissives.  Phone, Skype and even email can bring us closer and enrich the relationship.  Going forward I plan to continue to offer limited distance training and connections via phone and Skype.

If you have been looking for a way to submit and are interested in distance training, take a look at My current online training options.

Atlanta Dominatrix offers distance training and online options for submission. 

Trials and Tribulations of a chastity slave – Installment #23

Wednesday, 29 April 2020 12:31
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Installment #23 – The Role of Fear in Our (Mistress Ayn-slaveboy) Relationship

In most relationships (as in life) fear is something that is desperately avoided.  Generally, fear is understood as a weak emotion that should be controlled.  Yet, i am learning in my relationship as Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy that fear is something that must be embraced.

In O/our relationship, my fear spawns from the reality that Mistress Ayn is completely in control of all things, especially what happens to me.  Even long distance, She dictates chastity release, panties wearing, nipple piercings, anal play, and so much more.  When in Her presence, She determines what i eat and drink, wear, behave, whom i serve, and so much more.  She decides everything and i simply surrender to Her control, although fear remains part of what i am feeling given the unknown and degree She pushes me to be a better slave.

In O/our relationship, my fear indicates that Mistress Ayn is about to expose me to something i had not experienced before or perhaps not even considered or wanted.  As a frequent masturbator, i never imagined wearing a chastity cage indefinitely.  As a traditional male, i did not consider becoming a pantie wearing submissive.  In my vanilla life, getting a piercing was not on my list of desires.  Yet, She knows what i need and will impose it upon Her slave despite my fear.

In O/our relationship, my fear signifies that i must turn to trust, as in trusting in my Mistress.  Trusting that: She will hurt me, but never harm me; She will push my limits, but never beyond what i can take; She will give another Mistress control over me, but has established ground rules with the Mistress that She knows well; and She will always be there for me as i face my fears.

This is my thinking that helps me learn to embrace my fear in O/our relationship and by doing so i have come to understand that a healthy amount of fear makes sense in O/our relationship and allows O/our relationship to grow and for me to trust Mistress Ayn even more with each new experience.  Embracing my fear as an essential element in O/our relationship has enabled me to build a strong commitment in trusting my Mistress and that is all that truly matters for me, Her slaveboy, in O/our relationship.

 

Your obedient and submissive slaveboy

Online domination – email/task packages

Saturday, 04 April 2020 20:25
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I love controlling My subjects – any way I can.  Many people do not have adequate privacy to do a phone or Skype session, so I have developed a special email task program to satisfy our need for D/s.

Email/task program – $150 per week or $450 per month

  • Daily check in with Me is required via email or text
  • 2 tasks per week with proof of completion requirement
  • Random check ins via email or text are probable
  • Access to My fan page on LoyalFans

Tasks are centered around our common interests and can include CBT instruction, Nipple Torture instruction, JOI, orgasm control, orgasm denial, cum play, anal training, cock sucking instruction, sissy dress up, exposure on Twitter (pre-negotiated), self administered punishments like paddling, face slaps, enemas, and pretty much anything else My kinky, devious mind can conjure.

I also enjoy feminization and slut training so you “gurls” that are looking for a Woman to take control have come to the right place.

Custom audio and video are also available.  If you can manage privacy for a call or Skype, by all means, let’s do it.

Supplemental:

Skype session – 30 minutes = $120

Phone session – 20 minutes = $60

Custom Audio – $125 up to 20 minutes in length

Custom FemDom POV Video – $250 up to 20 minutes in length

To discuss further, email Me at ayn@mistresayn.com

 

Let’s make it happen.

 

 

Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave – Installment #22

Monday, 24 February 2020 21:39
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Installment #21 – My favorite reply: “Yes! … What?” in my developing life as Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy

i often encounter challenging situations and quickly, say: “Yes,” but begin to realize i do not truly understand what i said Yes to, thus add: “What?”  Thankfully my “Yes … What?” responses to Mistress Ayn is based on developing trust and has resulted in amazing experiences as i grow as Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy.

In summer 2017, i arranged for two, two-hour BDSM sessions with Mistress Ayn, based on Her website.  W/we seemed like a good fit, thus the “Yes.”  But, i had no idea what i was getting myself into – giving up complete control to a new Mistress that was only a website persona.  When W/we met i accepted bondage, discipline, chastity between the sessions, and much more.  It was wonderful new path for me to travel.

After reading the FemDom Mansion website, i surrendered to a weekend with Mistress Ayn and the Ladies at the Fem Dom Mansion.  i said “Yes” but clearly had no idea what was in store for me.  Rather than a few hours of submission, 48 continuous hours as a slave was incredible and life changing.  Now understanding the “What?”, i committed to serve at the Mansion again and have three more times with more weekends planned.

After the first weekend and as O/our relationship deepened, i asked Mistress Ayn to be my Keyholder, but did not know what i was getting into at the time, thus another “Yes … What?” experience.  She agreed to “try it out for two weeks.”  That was a year ago and She has not mentioned any ending date, nor have i asked.  “Indefinite” chastity appears to be Her preference.  i had no idea where my “Yes” would take me; i am delighted where it has.

Indefinite chastity had led to pantie wearing, nipple piercing, and long distance anal play.  With each new opportunity, i am saying “Yes!” and then learning “what” this truly means.  Never any regrets and it is getting easier to say “Yes” to my Mistress.

She instructed me to begin a Twitter account.  i have never been this “public” with my submissiveness or my experiences with Mistress Ayn, but again said “Yes” and then “What?”.  It was incredible to open up to hundreds of people who are “following” me and Mistress Ayn often re-tweets my posts to Her 10,000 followers.  i have submitted selfies and shared much about my life as Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy.

i suppose others might find my approach to be questionable, risky, or simply poor judgment, but my “Yes! … What?” seems to work for me as Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy.  i cannot wait for the next question posed and am ready with my response.

By slave boy

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