Five years ago I reviewed the Hush remote butt plug favorably – My opinion has changed.
See it here on YouTube. Or here on Loyal Fans and Only Fans.
Five years ago I reviewed the Hush remote butt plug favorably – My opinion has changed.
See it here on YouTube. Or here on Loyal Fans and Only Fans.
The good folks at Ony-shop.com sent Me some toys to try out and review. Here is My take on the Evil Shells CBT device. The Safe For Work version is available on YouTube.
The uncensored version can be seen on My AVN page
In the uncensored video you can see Me put it on one of My submissives and demonstrate its use.
Or you can see it on Oxy-shop’s website and shop for some toys while you are there.
I sheepishly admit that I have only recently read the iconic book Venus in Furs. Written in 1870 by Leopold von Sacher-Masoch, the novella is a FemDom staple and in fact the term masochist originates from the author’s name. I am not sure why I hadn’t read it before. Maybe I balked because it was written so long ago. Maybe I thought I already knew the story, but after learning a bit about Sacher-Masoch’s real life (he desperately wanted to be cuckolded by his wife), I decided to read it. Of course I wanted the Sardax version with all the beautiful illustrations but it took a while to arrive, so I started one of the more readily available interpretations from the original German.
The book was a quick and relatively easy read. The story, for those that are unfamiliar, is about a young man that is obsessed with thoughts of a dominant and cruel woman. Like many fetishes, Severin’s was born in adolescence when an aunt, dressed in fur, harshly punished him and from that point forward his sexuality was intertwined with that experience. He dreams of a woman he can call his own that would treat him in this manner. Hopefully the incongruity in that statement is not lost on you, as it was Severin.
Enter Wanda. After admiring Wanda from afar and transferring his fantasies onto her, the two eventually develop a relationship and Severin confides his desires. This is the classic tale of be careful what you wish for and Wanda takes Severin on a physically and mentally cruel journey that he both hates and loves. There is a quite a twist to the end of the story that I don’t want to give away – and it is worth reading to the end to observe the reckoning of fantasy versus reality. The story is not salacious. In fact the depictions of sex do not go beyond the occasional kiss or embrace. Instead it’s a journey into mental and physical domination, laced with obsession.
So I read the version by Fernanda Savage and right on the heels of finishing it the Sardax translation arrived. I thumbed through the book, enjoying the gorgeous art. Simply out of curiosity, just to see how Sardax’s interpretation compared to the other book, I read the first chapter and I was sucked right back in. I can’t quite put My finger on why I liked the Sardax version so much more. Maybe it was because the sentence structures were less archaic. Maybe it was because Sardax really understands Femdom. Regardless, it pulled Me back into the story and I enjoyed it even more the second time around.
If you haven’t read Venus in Furs, treat yourself and order the Sardax translation with illustrations.
Installment #24 – My first overnight Hush training session – by slaveboy jaime
The Hush is a vibrating anal plug that offers control at both close range and long distance. This means that Mistress Ayn can order me to insert the Hush and play in the privacy of Her FemDom Mansion but also to take control when She is 700 miles away. She can create patterns or order me to access established patterns of vibration at varying speed. A few initial sessions showed me that the Hush was a safe, exhilarating, and addictive anal play toy.
The use of the Hush took a dramatic step forward when Mistress Ayn ordered me to insert the Hush late one night and then go to bed with my phone nearby. She was able – at Her complete discretion – to access control of the Hush. She decided when She would engage the Hush, what patterns would play, how long the patterns would play, and could exchange text messages with me during the play.
After i had drifted off to sleep for about an hour, i felt the pulsating Hush in my ass, now controlled by Mistress Ayn, awaking me to a completely new sensation. Off and on for over an hour, Mistress Ayn would initiate and then stop different vibration patterns. i never knew when She would start up a new pattern or how long She would allow a pattern to run. i did not know when this early morning (starting around 1:30 am) would end or if it would ever end – the Hush has a long-lasting battery.
Besides the powerful physical sensations, having Mistress Ayn take control of my life through anal play was an awakening emotionally. She controlled what i felt, the length of the stimulation and the type of stimulation. i was reduced to simply reacting to Her sadistic whims, which i treasure and adore as Her slaveboy.
Step by step, in my life as Her slaveboy, Mistress Ayn has taken more intense control of me: initially by placing me in indefinite chastity, then ordering me to wear panties 24/7, then having my nipples pierced while visiting Her one day in Atlanta, and now by invading me through my ass and dictating the level of pleasure and discomfort in the middle of the night.
The rush of Her forceful control and my unlimited submissiveness was intense that first night of Hush play and had me eagerly awaiting if Mistress Ayn would continue this play the next night – She did not – or the following week. Thus, i was forced to wait, only available to respond, never dictate or control. i am addicted to being Her slaveboy and now that means being available to Her at any time overnight and submit to Her playful torture using the Hush.