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Installment # 30 – Mistress Ayn: The “Steven Spielberg of FemDom”

As many know, Steven Spielberg is one of the world’s premier movie directors.  My observations of, and experiences with, Mistress Ayn convince me that Mistress Ayn is the “Steven Spielberg of FemDom.”

Session after session, weekend after weekend, Mistress Ayn orchestrates as a skilled director established Mistresses and Goddesses, as well as newcomer Mistresses, switches and slaves.  Actors accept Her direction, follow Her lead, and gracefully fit into their roles as participants in Mistress Ayn’s production.  She seems to know how to get the most out of each actor, when to move aside and allow a seasoned Mistress to take charge, or when to step in with guidance or inspiration for other actors during the session or weekend.

The plot is crucial in telling the story and making a powerful production.  Over many weekends of my slave training at the FemDom Mansion and a few extended sessions at the Atlanta Dungeon, Mistress Ayn introduced various, and often unexpected, twists and turns to the plot but always with a clear objective – create a better slave to please all Mistresses.

Mistress Ayn knows when and how to use a location for Her production.  She uses a local nail or Brazilian wax salon to humiliate me as a slave-in-training, or has Mistresses take me to a mall to buy bling and clothing for a drag scene later at the Mansion.  She is very creative in getting the most out of locations at the FemDom Mansion.  The outdoor patio is the perfect space for my humiliating showers.  The dining room is a wonderful place for further embarrassment as Mistress’s sissy maid servant.  And, the downstairs dungeon is a natural location for Mistresses to indulge in Their personal fantasies with a willing slaveboy to serve Them.

Audiences often overlook the artistic aspects that make a good movie.  Mistress Ayn is aware of how to utilize hair, makeup, and costuming.  On more than one occasion Mistress Ayn, or Her co-producers (other Mistresses), dressed me up for a burlesque performance or for humiliation as a sissy maid servant.  i was stunning as Mistress Ayn’s bride in O/our collaring ceremony, adorned in lace and leather.

As an excellent director, Mistress Ayn knows how to improve my dialogue in a session – “Yes, Mistress,” “Thank You, Mistress,” and “Whatever pleases You, Mistress.”  She also knows when words are not needed and has effectively stopped (almost) my sassing during my stay the FemDom Mansion.

Like Spielberg, an outstanding director of a good film (or session) requires planning, control, motivation, and securing trust from Her actors.  Mistress Ayn artfully constructs a scenario that accentuates Her pleasure and the sub’s training.  She knows who to include in a session, how to build the session, what tools or implements to have available, and when to reinforce training with pain or when to insert pleasure.

Mistress Ayn is the quintessential Hollywood movie director.

Installment # 29 – by slaveboy

5:47 am.  i awoke to the startling feeling of someone firmly grabbing my cock and then realized it was Mistress Ayn’s cock, as She own it now, attempting to become erect within Her chastity cage.  i began to recount each of the eighteen tease-and-denial edging sessions Mistress Ayn ordered me to administer in just one week, none ending with a powerful and satisfying orgasm, Her cock became gripped even tighter by Her chastity cage.  It is then i realized that – You have me right where You want me.

If it was more than eighteen months ago, or 1 ½ years, ago or 548 days ago, i would have gently stroked my cock.  Perhaps i would have ended before orgasming or would have gotten out of bed, shuffled to the bathroom, and finished over the toilet for a brief – less than a minute – satisfying orgasm.  But, today, You have me right where You want me.

One might debate if it is better (or worse) for me to be out of chastity, free to stroke Your cock, but not permitted to orgasm – as i was repeatedly last week so many times.

Alternatively, i could be locked in chastity, trying to get excited, yet prevented from any sort of erection or pleasurable stroking.  This also seems to be torment.

The peace for me as Your slaveboy, Mistress Ayn, comes from not engaging in the debate.  It is no longer my decision to make.  You have complete control over Your cock – caged or free, available for stroking or untouchable, achieving an orgasm or frustration.  This is right where You want me to be, my Mistress – You in control and my only desire to please You.

As i further reflected in the early morning hour i realized i am exactly where i want to be – an owned, chaste slaveboy … for indefinitely as You wish.  Ah, the rush of pleasure in knowing i am where i should be is so satisfying.

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Installment #27: Then: a session with a mistress … Now: session with Mistress Ayn – written by slave boy

For many years i would troll the Internet looking for a mistress to serve when visiting a city.  Once located and receiving permission to visit, i would create a detailed plan of what i was looking for, into, and wanted – an excellent way to maintain control over the session.  There would be a requirement for the mistress to be clad in leather, and agree to subject me to bondage, humiliation, nipple play, moderate CBT, moderate spanking, tease and denial, and perhaps something new.  i would leave the session, as insisted, frustrated without an orgasm, only to return to my hotel room, reflect on the session, and jerk off – maybe twice.

Now my life as a submissive has changed.  Now an upcoming session with Mistress Ayn is completely in Her hands.  She has total control; i have none and do not want any.  At the core of the relationship is trust and my only expectation is to please my Mistress, however She wishes.  Gone are my demanded on how i might control the session.  Gone are my so-called hard limits, for Mistress Ayn knows what I can tolerate, more than i do.  She knows how to hurt me without harming me.  Gone are my pre-session expectations as i attempt to control the session and achieve my satisfaction.  i am completely in the hands of Mistress Ayn.

Now i have experienced things i truly have desired but was too fearful to request, as well as things i never knew to ask for.  i have learned to accept things i previously would not tolerate but accept them now since they please Mistress Ayn.   i leave a session with Mistress Ayn a bit bewildered by what just happened, excited by the new experiences, craving for more slave training, and with a peacefulness knowing that i have served and pleased my Mistress as best i can.

The “now” is definitely better than the “then.”