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Chronicles of a chastity slave – You have me right where You want me
- Feb 25, 2021 8:08 pm
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Installment # 29 – by slaveboy
5:47 am. i awoke to the startling feeling of someone firmly grabbing my cock and then realized it was Mistress Ayn’s cock, as She own it now, attempting to become erect within Her chastity cage. i began to recount each of the eighteen tease-and-denial edging sessions Mistress Ayn ordered me to administer in just one week, none ending with a powerful and satisfying orgasm, Her cock became gripped even tighter by Her chastity cage. It is then i realized that – You have me right where You want me.
If it was more than eighteen months ago, or 1 ½ years, ago or 548 days ago, i would have gently stroked my cock. Perhaps i would have ended before orgasming or would have gotten out of bed, shuffled to the bathroom, and finished over the toilet for a brief – less than a minute – satisfying orgasm. But, today, You have me right where You want me.
One might debate if it is better (or worse) for me to be out of chastity, free to stroke Your cock, but not permitted to orgasm – as i was repeatedly last week so many times.
Alternatively, i could be locked in chastity, trying to get excited, yet prevented from any sort of erection or pleasurable stroking. This also seems to be torment.
The peace for me as Your slaveboy, Mistress Ayn, comes from not engaging in the debate. It is no longer my decision to make. You have complete control over Your cock – caged or free, available for stroking or untouchable, achieving an orgasm or frustration. This is right where You want me to be, my Mistress – You in control and my only desire to please You.
As i further reflected in the early morning hour i realized i am exactly where i want to be – an owned, chaste slaveboy … for indefinitely as You wish. Ah, the rush of pleasure in knowing i am where i should be is so satisfying.
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Update on the Save Our Dungeon campaign
- Feb 23, 2021 8:06 pm
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First of all, a big thank you to those that have contributed to the campaign. I know these are difficult times for all of us and your generosity is even more appreciated given the circumstances.
For those that have not yet had an opportunity to help, there is still time and a bit of an incentive . . .
A long time supporter is offering a challenge: he will match all donations in the next 2 weeks up to a total of $2000. That $4K along with offsite donations would put Us very close to reaching our donation goal.
Fundly Campaign to Save Atlanta Dungeon
With vaccines rolling out and what I perceive to be a slight increase in in-person sessions, I believe we can make it, but we still need your help so we can continue to operate in the wonderful space we call Atlanta Dungeon.
Follow the link below to donate. Your donation can be done anonymously but please let Me know if you donate so I know and can thank you personally.
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Interview on Gender Play
- Feb 19, 2021 10:50 am
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I was recently interviewed by the sleek and handsome website, SimplySxy. They have some amazing articles on a wide range of topics regarding sexuality, BDSM and other kink related subjects. When they approached Me about doing an interview on My thoughts and experiences regarding Gender Play I was very excited to do so.
In the interview I give a little background on Myself and how I came to like Gender Play. However, the second question I was asked was “What is Gender Play?” and for those that don’t know, here is the beginning of My answer: “It’s a broad spectrum form of play and it just keeps getting broader with our exposure to non-traditional gender identities like non-binary, gender fluid, transgender, etc. Regarding My gender play, which is almost exclusively with men, it’s about taking them out of the confines of their born gender – what they are programmed to feel and believe about themselves, and how they identify with their gender.”
To read the full interview and explore their valuable site, visit SimplySxy and follow them on Twitter at @SimplySxy.
Help Save Our Studio
- Feb 18, 2021 10:34 am
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The pandemic has affected many individual and businesses. The industry of professional domination has been hit particularly hard for those of Us that offer in person sessions. With less sessions and no traveling Dommes visiting, Atlanta Dungeon is having a hard time staying viable. We have hung on longer than many by keeping our space open but that is now threatened. If you have ever visited one of Us or are considering it, please donate to keep Us in our current space.
Mistress Ultra Violet has set up a so you can donate direct. Alternatively you can contact Her direct at mistressultraviolet@yahoo.com.
Save Atlanta Dungeon
Chronicles of a chastity slave – pain and the sissy
- Jan 20, 2021 12:12 pm
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Installment #28 – On Becoming a Pain, Anal and Sissy Slut – by slaveboy
The transformation from being a bondage slut to becoming a pain, anal and sissy slut has been gradual but steady under the skilled hands of Mistress Ayn. A slut = a person with a seemingly insatiable but often undiscerning desire to do or have something specified (Dictionary.com). It is what i am becoming and i love it. Each area was once a limit yet is now welcomed and desired.
Pain Slut – Initially i would avoid any serious pain, accepting only light spankings. Then was introduced to serious flogging and loved it; then came whipping and caning and i cannot get enough now. i have learned to “welcome and embrace” the pain, rather than fight it, which means i can take more. i have had back-to-back days of whipping and had body orgasms from the pain. Afterwards i want to see the marks and am sad when they dissipate. Still a long way to go but definitely on the journey to becoming a pain slut.
Anal Slut – My hard limit was “no anal,” then i tried it and realized that i craved it, badly. Dildo penetration is amazing as Mistress Ayn controls me, whether from behind on a bondage bench or facing me when in a sling. Multiple Mistresses gang banging me is intense. Being spitroasted is both humiliating and exciting. When Mistress Ultra Violet was concerned that Her dildo was too thick, i was silently wishing, “please try it.” She did, it was not, and it was incredible.
Sissy Slut – Feminization was “not my thing” and is now what i am looking forward to during each slave training session. Mistress Ayn’s smile after applying my makeup, other Mistresses laughing as They dress me, the feel of a nightie when in bed at hotel between slave training sessions, pictures of me as the blushing bride at my collaring ceremony dressed in white, or looking so humiliated as slave “nana” to serve Mistresses dinner. i am so comfortable, it feels so natural while sissified.
Most importantly, becoming a pain, anal and sissy slut is what Mistress Ayn wants for me as Her slaveboy and that is more than enough for me.