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“It must have been your Venus 2000” – Session re-cap from a long term sub

Mistress AynI love recaps of sessions provided by subs, especially those that are articulate.  They provide Me with the details as the sub saw, felt, experienced it – from the other side, if you will. Subz is particularly diligent with his recaps and sometimes I find it appropriate to share his experiences with others.  (With his permission of course.)  Below is a recap of his most recent session.

“Another recap. A truly great session with the best of Mistresses… 

It’s been a while since i have felt the full stroke of Your flogger on my back and i’d forgotten the impact You can administer with it. Alternating with Your soft touch, i slipped quickly into subspace and could have hung there all day although my back wouldn’t have held up much longer. You so rightly knew turning me to the other side would be more fun for You and once clamped down in the stock, helplessly exposed, i found myself wishing for a little more flogging instead. Well as they say, ‘watch out what you wish for’, Your flogging arrived again but it was not on my back as wished for and there was nothing i could do but watch –  totally at Your mercy! When the ball gag appeared – Hello! i trembled and knew the Piper was about to extract Her pay . . . there is usually a reason for the gag, things are going up a notch. Thankfully the stock did move a little or my parts may have stretched too far in their failed attempt to retreat. Always the professional, knowing how to bring Your sub so close to the edge, which brings to mind the unbelievable feeling when You applied ‘first aid’ to Your throbbing tenderized toy in the stock, . . . a most intense mix of pleasure with pain. 

The scene then shifted to the unexpected yet again, a new realm, leaving me with no idea where it might lead but so deep in subspace i could only obey.  A hood, ear phones, blindfold, and immobilized on the rack for re-programming? The tape was really excellent, taking me deeper still with Your seducing voice, . . . captivated i became unaware of what was going on with the rest of my body. Until slowly You returned that awareness, with what i’ll never know, but random teasing seemed to be connect exactly with sounds and i let myself go into the experience totally. It must have been Your V2000 that finally caused such an explosion which left me completely drained. Don’t remember much after that but evidently i made it home.”

It’s amazing sometimes what the most memorable moments of a session were to the sub – or what parts he doesn’t remember at all.   I love playing with subz.  There is a trust between us that only comes from long term play.  His recaps always put a smile on My face and keep Me anticipating the next time I will have him at My mercy.

The Doctor is in – a routine exam takes a kinky turn

Mistress Ayn medical fetishFeeling a bit under the weather?  Low on energy?  Feeling a little backed up?  Maybe it’s time for a trip to the “Doctor” – but beware, this Doctor has Her Own agenda and you might end up getting some real “treatment”.   That’s what happened to one sub.  Read an excerpt from his review on Max Fisch’s The Hang.

“The doctor quickly checked the usual things listening to my chest and heart. Finding nothing unusual I was told to lie back on the table and put my feet in the stirrups. Ah ha, maybe no prostate exam today. I’m liking this Doctor. Then I heard the dreaded snap of gloves . . .

Electrodes were connected to my cock, balls and taint. Finally an anal probe was lubed and inserted. This was going to be an electrifying experience. Dr. Ayn walked to the head of the table placing a blindfold over my eyes and a ball gag in my mouth. The current began to flow, alternating between the electrodes. Increasing the current Dr. Ayn says, “let’s see how much you can take” as I squirmed against the restraints.

Sometime later the blindfold was removed so I could see Doctor lube up a medium size sound . . .   Then an electrode pad was placed on the shaft of the sound and reinserted  . . .  “You must be enjoying it because your cock is hard as a rock”, says Dr. Ayn.  . . . When she returned I could see what the last treatment would be.”

To read the full review, visit Max Fisch.

BDSM provides catharsis and creates inner calm

Atlanta-dominatrixI often tell people that a good BDSM session can be spiritual..  Many look at Me like I am crazy, but for those that have experienced it, you know what I mean.  The ability to truly let go in session can open doorways in the mind that allow a mental processing that is not common in everyday life.  It is not unusual for Me to hear feedback that a sub miraculously had a solution to a problem that had been troubling him or that it felt as if they had gone on a mini-vacation and now felt relaxed and renewed.   Subspace is an altered state of mind and great things can happen in that altered state if you just allow it.

What gets a sub to that place is different from sub to sub.  What follows are excerpts from a review of a session where something magical happened.

” . . .  The first feeling of exhilaration hit me as I lifted my chin to accept her collar and smoothly leaned forward for the buckling . . .

Over the next three hours, Mistress Ayn put me through my paces with an increasingly intense and severe set of implements. They ranged from the traditional to the wicked.  But no matter how intense it became, Mistress Ayn was always intuitive and quick to intervene with a “rescue”: a moment of gentle caresses, a shoulder to rest on, and whispers of encouragement coaxing me to accept more. She had moved me to a place of physical and emotional vulnerability, but never once violated it. She created a safe space for me. I knew that I may be pushed, but not so far as to fall off the edge.

As we progressed to the climax, I was secured to a spanking bench for the final severity. This round of corporal punishment served as the prelude to her legendary strap on training skills. Ensuring that I was well prepared for that scenario, she gave me my first asshole caning.

Yes, she caned me “there”. Outside of the strap on invasion that followed, it was the most potent reminder that a submissive’s body belongs to the dominant, and that nothing is hidden.

She brought me down to earth, holding my hand and encouraging me to take it easy the rest of the day. There’s so much more that transpired, but I can do no better than this: Mistress Ayn successfully weaves together the role of nurturer and comforter as well as torturer and tormentor.

I walked out of her dungeon with peace and inner calm . . . ”

To read the full review, visit Max Fisch.

So the next time you feel the stresses of life are weighing you down, a good “BDSM therapy session” with your friendly neighborhood Dominatrix might be just what the doctored ordered.

The softer side of domination – sissification.

Mistress Ayn with SissyWhen most people think of BDSM or a Dominatrix, the image of whips and chains comes to mind. However, not all forms of domination require pain or the harsher aspects of submission.    Sissification and transformations are examples of such scenarios.  These scenes can go by many names:  slut training, sissification, forced feminization, transformations – just to name a few.  They do not have to involve bondage, pain or even humiliation.  Some subs are willing participants in their transformation.  They desire to be rid of their male persona, even if only for the short duration of a session.  Others want to be “forced” to let their male ego go and usually find the humiliation of the experience exciting.  There are as many shades to sissification as there are in the color gray.  To each his own.

One sub summed up his experience in a review on The Erotic Review.  Here are some excerpts from the “Juicy Details”:

“Mistress Ayn shows her softer side by initiating and following through with my sissy transformation. From the moment I walked in the door Mistress Ayn began the transformation by stripping me of all male clothing. As I kneeled before Mistress Ayn and was allowed to worship her, she began to explain that I was no longer in the position to make decisions and I was now her property to do with as she desired. She sent chills through my body  . . . “

“The session gravitated to the medical room where I was strapped down to an examination table. This is when I first heard the sound of her skin thin rubber gloves. She whispered to me that I soon will understand what will definitely always happen when I hear the sound of her gloves . . .”

“Back to the examination table I went for make up which Mistress applied with care. While all of this was going on Mistress Ayn continued to tease me with the suggestions of how I was going to make a pretty girl who would soon be sucking cock and having their sissy ass filled. She meant it too . . . “

“The session moved in to the dungeon where I was dressed in beautiful stockings, garter belt, a silky top, a wig and high heels. I then modeled and walked around for Mistress Ayn while she continued to suggest that a slut like me needed to be put to good use and of course it was too late for me to decide otherwise. There was a little light spanking as a tease; however, Mistress Ayn did this just so I was sure who was in charge. She listened to my voice and body and made me feel safe and thoroughly aroused!”

“I lost track of time before too long and my head was spinning until the next day from the intensity and carefully orchestrated sissy session that Mistress Ayn provided. I am very afraid of any pain and Mistress Ayn took very good care of me. We have had a second 4 hour session and I give 100 Percent trust to Mistress Ayn that she will and has taken exceptional care of me. The professionalism that Mistress Ayn demonstrates is what I have been looking for. Our journey will continue with some shopping and night club outings and . . . “

“Mistress Ayn is leading me down the safe path to happiness with her care, professionalism and understanding. She is a dream come true. I love what she does for me.” –  sissy crissy

For the full review, visit TER – membership required.

In My experience, subs who enjoy and focus on sissification, typically are not into much, if any, pain.  There are exceptions to that, of course, but generally speaking, sissies love the tease, tactile sensations and visuals.  Activities like tease and denial, strap on worship/training, chastity and other forms of sensual domination are more up their alley.  So it you have been fantasizing about a sissy session, but were afraid, don’t be.  Just communicate your desires to your dominant and then relax and let it happen.  Getting in touch with your feminine side can be a good thing.

 

 

The softer side of domination – a sissy session

This review by sissy crissy was posted on The Erotic Review.  Since you have to be a member to see the “juicy details”, they are posted here:

“Mistress Ayn shows her softer side by initiating and following through with my sissy transformation. From the moment I walked in the door Mistress Ayn began the transformation by stripping me of all male clothing. As I kneeled before Mistress Ayn and was allowed to worship her, she began to explain that I was no longer in the position to make decisions and I was now her property to do with as she desired. She sent chills through my body  . . . “

“The session gravitated to the medical room where I was strapped down to an examination table. This is when I first heard the sound of her skin thin rubber gloves. She whispered to me that I soon will understand what will definitely always happen when I hear the sound of her gloves . . .” 

“Back to the examination table I went for make up which Mistress applied with care. While all of this was going on Mistress Ayn continued to tease me with the suggestions of how I was going to make a pretty girl who would soon be sucking cock and having their sissy ass filled. She meant it too . . . “

“The session moved in to the dungeon where I was dressed in beautiful stockings, garter belt, a silky top, a wig and high heels. I then modeled and walked around for Mistress Ayn while she continued to suggest that a slut like me needed to be put to good use and of course it was too late for me to decide otherwise. There was a little light spanking as a tease; however, Mistress Ayn did this just so I was sure who was in charge. She listened to my voice and body and made me feel safe and thoroughly aroused!”

“I lost track of time before too long and my head was spinning until the next day from the intensity and carefully orchestrated sissy session that Mistress Ayn provided. I am very afraid of any pain and Mistress Ayn took very good care of me. We have had a second 4 hour session and I give 100 Percent trust to Mistress Ayn that she will and has taken exceptional care of me. The professionalism that Mistress Ayn demonstrates is what I have been looking for. Our journey will continue with some shopping and night club outings and . . .”

“Mistress Ayn is leading me down the safe path to happiness with her care, professionalism and understanding. She is a dream come true. I love what she does for me.” – sissy crissy

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