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Happy Thanksgiving

 

This is the time of year that I always start thinking about how much I have to be grateful for.  My life is a rich tapestry of experiences, people, events, places visited . . . and it has only gotten fuller since my move to Romania.  Many of you have contributed to that in either in large or small ways.  It is all appreciated.

Some people that specifically want to recognize publicly are:

Mistress Ezada Sinn – for making my move to Romania much more fulfilling on a professional level.  I had worried about being cut off from my kink family in the USA, but I found a new one here, thanks to this wonderful Lady and the House of Sinn project.

Madame Caramel – The warmth of this Woman knows no bounds and she has welcomed me so graciously into her world.  Her friendship means so much to me.  Her laughter is infectious and she makes me smile at least once a week. Thank you M. Caramel for all the joy.

slaveboy jaime – It’s hard to say where to begin with one.  I collared him a little over 5 years ago and each year gets more satisfying.  He continually showers me with flowers and trinkets from my wishlists, supports My online endeavors – but he has also afforded me to travel and participate in events that otherwise would not have been possible.  He is constantly telling Me how I have enriched his life, and now it is time for me to tell him how much he has enriched Mine.

paddles – One of the most difficult things to leave in the USA was My collared boy, paddles.  He was My go to boy for just about anything I needed locally – Dungeon equipment, filming, errands, gardening, you name it.  He has continued to be My go to boy virtually.  He does all My video editing and he is My computer guru – and he is on call whenever I need him.  Thank you paddles for all that you do.

sub g aka handysubATL – sub g has continued to serve the Ladies of Atlanta Dungeon by keeping things in good working order and helping with events, but in addition to that he has kept Me in all the things I miss from home.  His regular care packages are an anticipated treat and I appreciate the time he puts into going to multiple stores and online resources to chase down the things I desire.

Goddess Samantha – She not only is my Domme Bestie she is also my link to the subs I left behind.  When serving remotely isn’t enough, I know I can safely send my toys to her and she won’t break them (unless that is what we all want ;-).  I trust her completely to take care of their needs while enjoying herself with them.  In this world, that is saying a lot.

There are myriad other subs that deserve a pat on the back for their loyalty and support.  you know who you are, so go ahead and give yourself that pat yourself on the back and know that you are appreciated and that I am thankful to have you in My life.

 

A Year in the life of a collared slave – by slaveboy jaime

A Year in Review:

My First Year as a Slaveboy to One of the Elite European Dommes,

the Sensually Sadistic Mistress Ayn

After six years of serving Mistress Ayn, formerly of Atlanta, USA, at the FemDom Mansion, Atlanta Dungeon, and via zoom sessions, Mistress Ayn relocated to Romania with the promise of my experiencing European adventures, and i have. What a year it has been, far beyond my expectations or imagination.

June 2023, London – my first adventure exposed me to:

  • Domestic service as Mistress Ayn’s travel companion, with sightseeing and fine dining
  • Submitted to discipline and other forms of Female Domination as desired by Mistress Ayn
  • Stayed caged overnight in a London dungeon apartment
  • Left by Mistress Ayn in the dungeon to serve Mistresses that i did not know on two occasions, Mistress Valeska and Mistress Scarlett, that Mistress Ayn had met previously at the 2023 Femdom Summit

October 2023, London

  • More domestic service at the hotel, sightseeing, and fine dining
  • Stayed at a London dungeon apartment where i submitted to serve Mistress Scarlett and later was caged overnight wearing only a diaper
  • Submitted to discipline and other forms of Female Domination as desired by Mistress Ayn
  • Escorted Mistress Ayn to the 2023 London Femdom Ball, a magnificent sight featuring Female Power and Splendor, with orders to serve Mistress Ayn and Her friends at the table, and submitted to a whipping and breath play session with Mistress Ayn at the Ball’s Afterparty

February 2024, Romania / Portugal

  • After arriving in Romania, Mistress Ayn and i traveled to The House of Sinn for filming BDSM videos where i was given to Mistress Ezada for a time for Her pleasure, subjected to a variety of submissive roles under Mistress Ayn’s control, and chained in the slave’s quarters to a bunk bed overnight
  • After a week on my own touring Portugal, i escorted Mistress Ayn to the 2024 Portugal Retreat Weekend, where i was ordered out of Mistress Ayn’s room for snoring and forced to locate a place to sleep each night, followed high protocols in serving all of the seven Dominant Woman in attendance, submitted to Mistress Kaarina for intense nipple play, and subjected to Mistress Ayn’s discipline, as well as some sight-seeing touring with Mistress Ayn and the group

May 2024, Germany / Romania

  • i met Mistress Ayn in Berlin, Germany, to attend the 2024 German Femdom Gala, where i served Mistress Ayn as Her slave and travel companion, W/we attended the Gala events, including a voyeuristic evening at the legendary Kit Kat Club to see and meet the kink community wearing their best outfits
  • Mistress Ayn also held a BDSM session in Her hotel room, where i was joined kneeing on the bed with slutboi and was disciplined and pegged by Mistress Ayn and Goddess B
  • Mistress Ayn, Goddess B, slutboi and i traveled to Romania where the three of U/us were privileged to see the sights of Brasov, Mistress Ayn’s new home town, and partake in fine dining
  • Back in Bucharest, Mistress Ayn and Goddess B held a BDSM session in Mistress Ayn’s hotel room where a naked slutboi and i were ordered to play with each other’s nipples while being disciplined
  • Later W/we attended the 2024 Femdom Summit events, including a traditional Romanian dinner and the Awards Ceremony, where after receiving an award, Mistress Ayn conducted a very thorough whipping of my back in front of on-lookers at the Summit Afterparty

Given the time gap between various European adventures, Mistress Ayn also began ordering me to serve other Mistresses:

  • Mistress Troy of New York City in March and June 2024
  • Domina Rei of San Francisco, visiting Columbus, OH, July 2024
  • And others

The periodic zoom sessions with Mistress Ayn also continued and were more and more intense,  focusing on Mistress Ayn’s sadistic pleasures in using and abusing me as She desired.

It was an amazing year and 2024-2025 looks even more enticing.

Let’s make 2024 the year of the submissive

Let’s shake things up a bit this year. I did that last year with a move to Europe and it’s only been positive.  This year is your year to make some changes and get out of your rut.  I suggest you embrace your submissive/feminine side and see just how good a submissive you can be.  Submission may just set you free.

If you have gotten out of the habit of seeing a Domme in real life, I can help with that.  Let’s start with some distance training and then I will send you to a reputable Domme I trust – if I can’t see you Myself.

If you have gotten into an indulgent cycle with anything from food to masturbation, I can help with that too.  Dommie knows best and I can create a task or chastity program that can get you on the right track – or else.

Has a lack of Female leadership left you feeling out of sorts?  Then submit, serve, learn and be tested – and yes, we can do much of this from a distance.

So let 2024 be the year of the submissive.  Contact Me direct about any questions or logistics – ayn@mistressayn.com.  Or do some investigating here.

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London FemDom Ball 2023

 

 

This is an event I have been wanting to attend for years.  It has all the elements I adore:  glamor, elegance, powerful women and submissive men, serving us on a grand scale.  Madame Caramel’s FemDom Ball is a high protocol event like no other.  With over 130 dominant women attended by roughly 100 submissives – all adhering to a very strict dress code – it was a treat for the eye and the soul.  Mingling with women from all over the globe showing off their finery while sipping champagne and nibbling on canapes is something most only dream about.  My sub (slaveboy jaime) was super nervous, for good reason.  All subs attending had to stand behind us hooded and only moving when they were called into service.  You can see from the photo, it was a stunning sight.

My adventure actually started the day before at the Mistress Tea – also orchestrated by Madame Caramel.  The venue was steeped in old world elegance and the magnificent ladies dressed to impress turned heads on the street.  Inside, the comradery was real.  With no subs underfoot, we were well served by a trained staff and left to unfettered conversation while partaking a traditional English high tea service.

On the night of the ball, I was fortunate enough to be invited to sit at the Matriarch’s table and get a front row seat for the entertainment, raffle and more. Post ball there was an optional play party that lasted well into the night.  I found space to do a little CBT, breath play and whipping to reward My slaveboy for a night of well executed servitude.  To anyone who has considered attending this event, all I can say is “Do it!’.

But that’s not all I did in London.  After a day of rest, I moved slaveboy and Myself to London Dungeon Suites for a couple of days of BDSM play in a proper space.  Spoiler alert:  he survived – barely.  There are a few pics on Twitter of our play with the amazing Lady Scarlett.

A word about Madame Caramel:  I have observed and communicated with this Lady online for many years.  We were finally able to meet earlier this year at the FemDom Summit and I had an instant affinity for her.  There are few in the community that are as tireless at promoting and fostering the positive image of FemDom.  Her energy is boundless, her organization skills unmatched and she does it all with a smile that welcomes all.  

One year of adventure.

One year ago today, I stepped off a plane in Amsterdam and embarked on an adventure.  Within a week I was in My new home country, Romania. It was exciting but also sad.  I was leaving so many people behind that I cared for deeply and although I knew I would see them again, it was certain to never be the same.  In addition, I had liquidated almost everything to downsize for the move.  That was no small feat – just ask the subs that helped.  FemDom Mansion alone took a herculean effort to dismantle.  I had such a wonderful collection of gear, but I learned from a previous adventure not to put anything in storage.  If you can live without something for a year, you didn’t need it.

And so it began, and one year later I do not regret it.  Today, on the one year anniversary, I spent a good bit of time dealing with the immigration process – again.  So, yes,  I am staying another year.  It’s hard to explain how it feels here . . .  relaxed, safe, away from the insanity that the USA had become and I am living My best life for where I am now.  I’ve visited Austria, Hungary and Bulgaria so far.  No, I haven’t learned Romanian yet.  In all honesty I haven’t tried, but now I that I know I will be here at least another year, I am going to make a better effort.  We shall see.

Additionally I am exploring the world of kink in Europe.  I’ve attended the FemDom Summit in Bucharest, visited the House of Sinn, collaborated with Ezada Sinn and next week I head to London again for the FemDom Ball.  Next year an event in Portugal is on My radar along with the German Fetish Weekend in Berlin and I plan to continue to spend time at the House of Sinn and get to know more of the visiting Mistresses there.

So life is good and everyday I walk outside to see a fairytale city where the people are friendly, the food is fresh, and the next adventure is just around the corner.  What more can a person ask for?

 

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