Category Archives: Miscellaneous Musings

A Year in the life of a collared slave – by slaveboy jaime

Friday, 21 June 2024 15:48
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A Year in Review:

My First Year as a Slaveboy to One of the Elite European Dommes,

the Sensually Sadistic Mistress Ayn

After six years of serving Mistress Ayn, formerly of Atlanta, USA, at the FemDom Mansion, Atlanta Dungeon, and via zoom sessions, Mistress Ayn relocated to Romania with the promise of my experiencing European adventures, and i have. What a year it has been, far beyond my expectations or imagination.

June 2023, London – my first adventure exposed me to:

  • Domestic service as Mistress Ayn’s travel companion, with sightseeing and fine dining
  • Submitted to discipline and other forms of Female Domination as desired by Mistress Ayn
  • Stayed caged overnight in a London dungeon apartment
  • Left by Mistress Ayn in the dungeon to serve Mistresses that i did not know on two occasions, Mistress Valeska and Mistress Scarlett, that Mistress Ayn had met previously at the 2023 Femdom Summit

October 2023, London

  • More domestic service at the hotel, sightseeing, and fine dining
  • Stayed at a London dungeon apartment where i submitted to serve Mistress Scarlett and later was caged overnight wearing only a diaper
  • Submitted to discipline and other forms of Female Domination as desired by Mistress Ayn
  • Escorted Mistress Ayn to the 2023 London Femdom Ball, a magnificent sight featuring Female Power and Splendor, with orders to serve Mistress Ayn and Her friends at the table, and submitted to a whipping and breath play session with Mistress Ayn at the Ball’s Afterparty

February 2024, Romania / Portugal

  • After arriving in Romania, Mistress Ayn and i traveled to The House of Sinn for filming BDSM videos where i was given to Mistress Ezada for a time for Her pleasure, subjected to a variety of submissive roles under Mistress Ayn’s control, and chained in the slave’s quarters to a bunk bed overnight
  • After a week on my own touring Portugal, i escorted Mistress Ayn to the 2024 Portugal Retreat Weekend, where i was ordered out of Mistress Ayn’s room for snoring and forced to locate a place to sleep each night, followed high protocols in serving all of the seven Dominant Woman in attendance, submitted to Mistress Kaarina for intense nipple play, and subjected to Mistress Ayn’s discipline, as well as some sight-seeing touring with Mistress Ayn and the group

May 2024, Germany / Romania

  • i met Mistress Ayn in Berlin, Germany, to attend the 2024 German Femdom Gala, where i served Mistress Ayn as Her slave and travel companion, W/we attended the Gala events, including a voyeuristic evening at the legendary Kit Kat Club to see and meet the kink community wearing their best outfits
  • Mistress Ayn also held a BDSM session in Her hotel room, where i was joined kneeing on the bed with slutboi and was disciplined and pegged by Mistress Ayn and Goddess B
  • Mistress Ayn, Goddess B, slutboi and i traveled to Romania where the three of U/us were privileged to see the sights of Brasov, Mistress Ayn’s new home town, and partake in fine dining
  • Back in Bucharest, Mistress Ayn and Goddess B held a BDSM session in Mistress Ayn’s hotel room where a naked slutboi and i were ordered to play with each other’s nipples while being disciplined
  • Later W/we attended the 2024 Femdom Summit events, including a traditional Romanian dinner and the Awards Ceremony, where after receiving an award, Mistress Ayn conducted a very thorough whipping of my back in front of on-lookers at the Summit Afterparty

Given the time gap between various European adventures, Mistress Ayn also began ordering me to serve other Mistresses:

  • Mistress Troy of New York City in March and June 2024
  • Domina Rei of San Francisco, visiting Columbus, OH, July 2024
  • And others

The periodic zoom sessions with Mistress Ayn also continued and were more and more intense,  focusing on Mistress Ayn’s sadistic pleasures in using and abusing me as She desired.

It was an amazing year and 2024-2025 looks even more enticing.

Let’s make 2024 the year of the submissive

Monday, 01 January 2024 13:19
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Let’s shake things up a bit this year. I did that last year with a move to Europe and it’s only been positive.  This year is your year to make some changes and get out of your rut.  I suggest you embrace your submissive/feminine side and see just how good a submissive you can be.  Submission may just set you free.

If you have gotten out of the habit of seeing a Domme in real life, I can help with that.  Let’s start with some distance training and then I will send you to a reputable Domme I trust – if I can’t see you Myself.

If you have gotten into an indulgent cycle with anything from food to masturbation, I can help with that too.  Dommie knows best and I can create a task or chastity program that can get you on the right track – or else.

Has a lack of Female leadership left you feeling out of sorts?  Then submit, serve, learn and be tested – and yes, we can do much of this from a distance.

So let 2024 be the year of the submissive.  Contact Me direct about any questions or logistics – ayn@mistressayn.com.  Or do some investigating here.

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London FemDom Ball 2023

Tuesday, 17 October 2023 15:36
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This is an event I have been wanting to attend for years.  It has all the elements I adore:  glamor, elegance, powerful women and submissive men, serving us on a grand scale.  Madame Caramel’s FemDom Ball is a high protocol event like no other.  With over 130 dominant women attended by roughly 100 submissives – all adhering to a very strict dress code – it was a treat for the eye and the soul.  Mingling with women from all over the globe showing off their finery while sipping champagne and nibbling on canapes is something most only dream about.  My sub (slaveboy jaime) was super nervous, for good reason.  All subs attending had to stand behind us hooded and only moving when they were called into service.  You can see from the photo, it was a stunning sight.

My adventure actually started the day before at the Mistress Tea – also orchestrated by Madame Caramel.  The venue was steeped in old world elegance and the magnificent ladies dressed to impress turned heads on the street.  Inside, the comradery was real.  With no subs underfoot, we were well served by a trained staff and left to unfettered conversation while partaking a traditional English high tea service.

On the night of the ball, I was fortunate enough to be invited to sit at the Matriarch’s table and get a front row seat for the entertainment, raffle and more. Post ball there was an optional play party that lasted well into the night.  I found space to do a little CBT, breath play and whipping to reward My slaveboy for a night of well executed servitude.  To anyone who has considered attending this event, all I can say is “Do it!’.

But that’s not all I did in London.  After a day of rest, I moved slaveboy and Myself to London Dungeon Suites for a couple of days of BDSM play in a proper space.  Spoiler alert:  he survived – barely.  There are a few pics on Twitter of our play with the amazing Lady Scarlett.

A word about Madame Caramel:  I have observed and communicated with this Lady online for many years.  We were finally able to meet earlier this year at the FemDom Summit and I had an instant affinity for her.  There are few in the community that are as tireless at promoting and fostering the positive image of FemDom.  Her energy is boundless, her organization skills unmatched and she does it all with a smile that welcomes all.  

One year of adventure.

Tuesday, 26 September 2023 13:46
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One year ago today, I stepped off a plane in Amsterdam and embarked on an adventure.  Within a week I was in My new home country, Romania. It was exciting but also sad.  I was leaving so many people behind that I cared for deeply and although I knew I would see them again, it was certain to never be the same.  In addition, I had liquidated almost everything to downsize for the move.  That was no small feat – just ask the subs that helped.  FemDom Mansion alone took a herculean effort to dismantle.  I had such a wonderful collection of gear, but I learned from a previous adventure not to put anything in storage.  If you can live without something for a year, you didn’t need it.

And so it began, and one year later I do not regret it.  Today, on the one year anniversary, I spent a good bit of time dealing with the immigration process – again.  So, yes,  I am staying another year.  It’s hard to explain how it feels here . . .  relaxed, safe, away from the insanity that the USA had become and I am living My best life for where I am now.  I’ve visited Austria, Hungary and Bulgaria so far.  No, I haven’t learned Romanian yet.  In all honesty I haven’t tried, but now I that I know I will be here at least another year, I am going to make a better effort.  We shall see.

Additionally I am exploring the world of kink in Europe.  I’ve attended the FemDom Summit in Bucharest, visited the House of Sinn, collaborated with Ezada Sinn and next week I head to London again for the FemDom Ball.  Next year an event in Portugal is on My radar along with the German Fetish Weekend in Berlin and I plan to continue to spend time at the House of Sinn and get to know more of the visiting Mistresses there.

So life is good and everyday I walk outside to see a fairytale city where the people are friendly, the food is fresh, and the next adventure is just around the corner.  What more can a person ask for?

 

Visiting the House of Sinn

Friday, 15 September 2023 16:07
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Ezada Sinn and Mistress AynIt’s taken a while for Me to get My “kink legs” under Me since relocating to Romania, but it’s finally happened.  I am fortunate enough to have one of the top online Dommes in the world down the road in Bucharest – The Matriarch Ezada Sinn.  Ezada and I met back in April at her FemDom Summit and we made plans to collaborate.  Well, it’s finally happened in a big way.  Last week I spent a couple of days with The Matriarch in her element – The House of Sinn.

The House of Sinn project has been a vision of Mistress Ezada’s as she seeks to build a community of like minded Women and give them the venue to meet, collaborate, socialize and of course, create content.  I am very excited to be a part of this revolutionary concept and I plan to return on a regular basis.

I made a short video describing my stay at the House of Sinn and you can find it here:

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In addition to socializing, we managed to squeeze in some filming and the first clip is out!  Watch Ezada and I dish out the punishment and heavy humiliation to a remiss slave that failed to prepare My bathroom correctly.  Ezada and I bonded over this clip with shared laughter.

You can find it here:  The slave becomes the garbage can.

Support the House of Sinn by purchasing clips here:  House of Sinn

 

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