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Gender Bender Party – The Aftermath

Tuesday, 12 February 2019 21:31
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The Gender Bender Party this past weekend was an absolute blast.  We had a tremendous turnout and the feedback I received from those attending was overwhelmingly positive.  There hasn’t been a venue for crossdresser and sissies to get out and strut their stuff in a while.  I was delighted to see so many people come dressed.

A few of Us had a bit of a pre-party at the Dungeon before heading to the party.  Mistress Ultra Violet and I did transformative makeup on Our “gurls” to make them extra sexy.

Here is the email I received from My gurl:

Thank you so much for the extra push to do something different.  It was definitely a life experience.  One which I will never forget.

As an introvert, I don’t do well in large gatherings,  I do well 1 on 1, and 2 on 1 but not large social gatherings, so this was a big step out of my comfort zone.  I worried about someone recognizing me, but your skilled work made me into something new… even Countess Lynn didn’t recognize me.  I looked in the mirror again when I got home and I thought, she’s right, she did a great job, and I was one of the best looking at the party.

Your friends are so nice and so amazing.  I was SO nervous to meet all of them, but each of them was so nice to me.

Simone with her sharing of dragula, I did find that on YouTube before I went to sleep, so I will have to watch it soon.

Miss Ultra Violet with her great sense of humor and fun, she told someone she just didn’t shave for a week to get the stubble on her face… and when she noticed her pet in the cage, she immediately sprang into action and got a lock from her bag and just like that he was locked in the cage.  When she came back to the table, we laughed and she said she always has a lock nearby.

Miss Vera who was fighting off advances night long, she always killed them with kindness.  She took time to talk with me and share her thoughts of Chicago and her recent move here and how much she enjoys it.

Empress Ming, one on one conversation with her is great, she had no problem sharing things and soon you felt like you’d been friends for a long time and you were just catching up.

Miss Samantha, she’s so nice.. and so fun.  I loved being the watchdog over her things, it gave me a purpose. She was a delight to talk to as well.

Everyone took time to talk with me and make me feel special.  Thank you so much!  Please tell them they are all amazing, and it was great meeting all of them and having the opportunity to be in the presence of so many amazing women.

I took a picture when I got home, now we can remember your handy work and your amazing creation.

Thanks again, I can’t tell you how special you made me feel last night.
-slutty steffi

 

FemDom sessions in Reno, NV – February 22nd.

Sunday, 03 February 2019 16:55
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In February I will be visiting the gaming city of Reno, NV but I’m playing a different kind of game.  For one day only I will be offering FemDom sessions in the well-equipped studio of the resident Reno Mistress, Lady Desiree.  Double sessions will also be available at a special rate.

For those that have not sessioned with Me, here are My interests:

  • Body Worship – Respectful feet, legs and ass
  • Bondage – from the light to the extreme
  • CBT (Cock and ball torment)
  • Corporal Punishment – bare hand, OTK, hairbrush, floggers, paddles, crops, canes, whips, etc.
  • Electro torture/stimulation (ErosTek)
  • Face sitting and smothering (clothed)
  • Feminization – from pantying to makeup and lingerie
  • Foot Fetish – including boot and shoe worship – I have an extensive shoe collection and requests in advance are entertained.
  • Humiliation and degradation
  • Medical Play – including naughty exams, urethral sounds, enema play, stretching, toy play
  • Nipple torture
  • Strap on Worship / Training
  • Tease and Denial
  • Toilet training – golden only
  • Trampling
  • Sensory deprivation/sensory overload
  • Wax play
  • Venus 2000 and The Sybian – tease and denial and forced O

Things I am NOT interested in are full toilet (hardsports), blood play, adult baby or intimate sexual contact.

Double sessions with Lady Desiree are available at a special rate of $350 per hour – which is a phenomenal deal.  Please contact Lady Desiree direct about scheduling a double.

When traveling I conduct sessions from noon until 9pm. I prefer email contact and an application is required for subs I have not sessioned with previously. A deposit will be required to book.

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Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave. Installment #2

Monday, 28 January 2019 12:08
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Installment #2 – Obedience to Mistress Ayn’s commands – by slaveboy

It started innocently enough as Mistress Ayn’s slave boy.  One week in chastity, then one week of freedom when i enjoyably stroked to multiple orgasms.  The “real chastity” under Mistress Ayn’s control had not yet truly begun.

There were signs of escalation though, such as Mistress Ayn ordering me to create a Twitter account – with the name “Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy.”  Mistress Ayn ordered me to buy pink panties and post my wearing them on Twitter – public embarrassment was becoming a norm.

Then i was ordered into chastity and, during the second week, permitted a 15-minute daily release for edging, no orgasm.  On a special holiday, i was permitted release from chastity and ordered to orgasm three times during the day, then back in chastity.  The first orgasm was very powerful and huge load, which Mistress Ayn had ordered me to “recycle.” The next two orgasms were not that pleasurable – it was too soon – but i was obedient, as always.

Next, Mistress Ayn ordered daily edges for 10 minutes but added two additional minutes per day for 6 days, all with no orgasms.  Then a command of a 60-minute edge before orgasm.  A pleasurable six minutes quickly turned into agony to not orgasm early. Sadly, i failed, lasting only 54 minutes.  Mistress Ayn was very upset at my disobedience and the next day i was ordered to have three orgasms in one hour.  Having orgasmed the day before, this seemed an impossible task, but i knew better than to fail Mistress Ayn again.  i was successful but never have had orgasms that were so unpleasant, so painful and caused so much stress.  As Mistress Ayn’s chaste slave i knew i must be obedient to Her and not be concerned with my pleasure at all.

It is abundantly clear that becoming Mistress Ayn’s chaste slave is more severe than my prior self-experimentations with chastity. No longer do i place myself in chastity because it might be “fun” and then let myself out when i have had enough. This is decidedly different. Mistress Ayn makes all of the decisions, which is what i asked for as Her chaste slave, but i may not have fully grasped what that entails.

Experiencing the holidays as Mistress Ayn’s chaste slave is the next blog installment.

 

BDSM Sessions with a bonafide TS Glamour Queen

Wednesday, 23 January 2019 10:48
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My favorite CD sissy/Switch, Countess Lynn, is in town January 30th and 31st and we are looking to have some naughty fun in the new Sissy Room at Atlanta Dungeon.  Who wants to join us?  We can make you up, dress you up and then take you down.  This is sissy slut training on steroids.

Countess Lynn switches so she can be submissive or Dominant depending on what the situation calls for.  Imagine serving Me alongside a submissive CD.  I may use her to punish you or I may punish you both.  I may use her to tease you or have you tease her.  Who will be the best sub gurl?  Or we might both take the reins of your training and let you learn to please us both.  The possibilities for sinful fun are mind-blowing.

Lynn is accomplished at cross-dressing, walking in heels and all thing girly and slutty so this is your chance to be trained by an expert.  Makeup, outfits and heels are available for your training.   Photo shoots are also possible.

Our mutual interests include:

  • Body Worship – Respectful feet, legs and ass
  • Bondage – from the light to the extreme
  • CBT (Cock and ball torment)
  • Corporal Punishment – bare hand, OTK, hairbrush, floggers, paddles, crops, canes, whips, etc.
  • Electro torture/stimulation (ErosTek)
  • Face sitting and smothering (clothed)
  • Feminization – forced or consensual from pantying to makeup and lingerie and more
  • Foot Fetish – including boot and shoe worship
  • Humiliation and degradation
  • Nipple torture
  • Sissy slut training
  • Strap on Worship / Training
  • Tease and Denial
  • Toilet training – golden only
  • Sensory deprivation/sensory overload
  • Venus 2000 – tease and denial and forced O

Sessions are available on both days from 2pm to 8pm.  If you have not sessioned with Me before, an application and a deposit will be necessary to book.  Tribute for these special double sessions is only $300 per hour so book while you can.

 

 

 

Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave.  Installment #1

Monday, 14 January 2019 19:53
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The trials and tribulations of a chastity slave.  Installment #1 by slave boy jaime.

For many years i served Mistresses when i traveled for business in a two-hour session of domination, humiliation and mild discipline.  In August 2017, while in Atlanta, Mistress Ayn agreed to “bookend sessions,” where i would serve Her the day i arrived and again the day before i left.  W/we shared mutual BDSM interests, She worked out of the well-equipped Atlanta Dungeon, She had the experience to control an experienced sub, and She was very attractive – a “perfect storm.”

W/we clearly had a strong Mistress-slave connection and only a few weeks later i was craving to serve Mistress Ayn again.  i saw the FemDom Mansion website and the opportunity to submit to Mistress Ayn and the Ladies of the Mansion for a full weekend.  This was one of my “bucket list” fantasies. In March 2018 i submitted to Mistress Ayn for the weekend, which included an abduction fantasy, lots of discipline, humiliation as a maid, and so much more, as chronicled in Mistress Ayn’s blog.  i repeated this weekend of service in October 2018 with even more control, humiliation, and discipline.

Yet, only one month later i was again pining for Mistress Ayn’s dominating control.  Coordinated Skype online training was logistical impossible but W/we could communicate by email  so i asked Mistress Ayn if She was interested in being my keyholder.  i had self-caged my cock but never for more than a week.  Initially, She was not interested, especially since W/we were separated by 700 miles.

i persevered and soon She came to believe that She could trust me and i would be obedient to Her commands even though i would be holding the key as the Holy Trainer device required release for daily maintenance.  i proposed a fee for this service, Mistress Ayn doubled it, and i had my first keyholder.

That brings U/us to today – i am Mistress Ayn’s chaste slave with no scheduled releases, only allowed out of chastity upon Mistress Ayn’s orders, and then to act only as She commands.  What has Mistress Ayn demanded from me as Her chaste slave?  Well, that is for Chronicle installment #2 in Her blog.

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