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Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave – Installment #13

Tuesday, 02 July 2019 01:37
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 Installment # 13 – Chastity “Cuckolding”

As many know, typically, a cuckold is when a male changes his role from sexual partner to chaste submissive and the Female takes on other sexual partners.  The male is no longer the alpha and there may be many other males in the Female’s life, as it should be.  While i have never been more than a submissive to Mistress Ayn, i did realize the other day that i am a “chaste cuckold” of sorts. 

i knew that Mistress Ayn had other males in Her life – some for Her sexual pleasure and others as submissives to serve Her in a variety of roles, as well as some female submissives.  The other day it became clear to me that She also has other slaves who are ordered into chastity and this caused me to think – how do i respond to this new understanding of my role?  i am only one of many submissives under Mistress Ayn’s control as a chaste slave.  My role as Her chaste slave is diminished further by not being the only chaste slave serving Her.  What does this mean for me?

This revelation caused me to renew my commitment in being or becoming Mistress Ayn’s “treasured” submissive.  i want to be Her “best” submissive slave. i want to find ways to please Her, even when W/we are not together.  Whether it is being completely obedient to Her orders for continuous chastity, edging and denial for specific periods of time, wearing panties, or other commands, i want to please Her as best i can.  i want to please Her by never complaining about being in continuous chastity or prohibited from cage release, stroking, or orgasming.  i want to please Her by purchasing gifts for special occasions and for no reason at all.  i want to try to be physically available to Her as often as possible and, when in Her presence, to be completely obedient to Her and Her guests at the FemDom Mansion and thus please Her.

The realization that i am Mistress Ayn’s “chaste cuckold” motivates me to be Her “best” chaste slave and affirms my resolve of being completely obedient to Mistress Ayn.

FAQ #32 – Do you offer smoking fetish sessions?

Sunday, 23 June 2019 10:18
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I have never been a smoker so smoking is not something I enjoy.  Early on I realized that doing things in session that I don’t genuinly like is very short sighted.  I love FemDom sessions and I want to keep it that way.

Smoking is not necessarily repulsive to Me and I have to admit to trying it in session a time or two.  It was kind of fun; blowing smoke in a slave’s face and flicking My ashes at him, but it smelled up the entire Dungeon and the new wore off quickly.  It’s just not Me.  So, no, I do not offer smoking sessions.

There are plenty of Mistresses that do and that truly enjoy both the cigarette/cigar and dominating you with it.  You won’t have to look far, I am sure.

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It was like being in a FemDom video

Monday, 17 June 2019 23:56
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Usually I complain that subs watch way too many FemDom videos and then expect a session to be like what they watch.  Often what’s depicted in clips is not at all what a real session is like.  However, a recent submissive showed Me that sometimes expectations are realized and even exceeded.

 

In his words:

 

As someone who has watched way more femdom videos than I’ll ever admit to, I have to say that you nailed so many of the things that get me excited, I felt like I was in one of those videos.
 
Things like:
– telling me to take it when whipping me
– spitting on the strap-on
– the way you put your glove in my mouth to make me eat my gunk
– the way you just reached over and stretched me a little further
– your comments about no one knowing I was there, and what you could do with me
– telling me that you didn’t care if I came or not, that wasn’t going to change you did to me
– the venus 2000
– more …
 
You are so incredible at what you do.
 
And I saw your tweet about denying a slave, sending him home to prime the pump (so to speak), all the while waiting a week to face you and Mistress Harley Quinn.  Damn, if I’m ever back in Atlanta I wanted to be treated like that.
 
I’m very grateful I have been able to experience you amazing talent.

Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave – Installment #12

Thursday, 13 June 2019 18:07
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Installment #12 – The submissive side overcoming the dominant side

Since i was a teen-ager i have been dominant. i have been in control of every romantic relationship, led nearly every organization i was a member, and professionally am entrusted with leading others. i see myself as a servant leader in my professional life – always seeking to care for and help others but also always the leader, taking charge, being in control. Now focusing on my submissive side, Mistress Ayn is seeking to enable that aspect of my personality to emerge – it is quite a challenge.

When in Her presence for slave training, i find myself resisting letting go of my dominant side. i try to control the situation, often verbally as i do in my vanilla life. It is a hard adjustment to not take the initiative, not to try to plan activities or actions in my submissive life, and generally to refrain from being the center of attention among dominant Women. This struggle comes out in my all-too-frequent comments, often sarcastic and thus sassing my Mistress. It comes out in my wanting to orchestra how things will occur, which is often seen in my constant planning and strategizing my time and behavior for an upcoming slave training session.

As a submissive, a true slave to my Mistress, i need to learn how to let go and trust Mistress Ayn. After decades of grabbing control and holding on, this is indeed a major challenge. i am confident i have surrendered myself and committed myself to the right Mistress.

As my Keyholder, she has grabbed control – literately and figuratively – of Her (now) cock and balls. She decides if i get a release and how it happens. i still find myself wanting to try to manipulate Her into some command, but thankfully She is too strong and wise to fall for those tricks.

As my Alpha Mistress and trainer, i want to suggest what should happen in a session, who might be there, and other controlling suggestions. Again, She is kind but firm in not relinquishing Her control of my training. i am experiencing new things, things i never would have “allowed” or even thought of, and these are some of the best experiences and lessons learned as i find my submissive self as Mistress Ayn’s chaste slave.

Two weeks of Double FemDom June 4th-18th

Friday, 31 May 2019 10:06
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The stars have aligned and the next two weeks finds My favorite Dungeon Sisters and Me all in town at the same time.  Let’s take advantage of this rare happening and indulge in some double sessions – or even triples or quads if you can handle it.

Sessions are available with Mistress Ultra Violet, Goddess Samantha and Mistress Harley Quinn.  All three are super hot and very skilled so you can’t lose on this deal.  Session availability begins June 4th through June 18th. between the hours of 2pm and 8pm.  Tribute for doubles are $400 per hour.  Triples are $600 per hour.

Mistress Ultra Violet

Goddess Samantha

Mistress Harley Quinn

Reply to this email to inquire about availability.  An application and a deposit are required to book.

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