Author Archives: Mistress Ayn

You will never be the same – Review by a female submissive

Several times a year I get an email that asks the following question, “Do you see female clients or only men?”  It’s a fair question.  The vast majority of My clients are men with a few male/female couples thrown in.  My site is geared toward the male submissive/fetishist and My reviews are almost exclusively from men . . .  but times are changing.

As women become more empowered in the workplace and life, the need to let that go and just let someone else take over, in a safe consensual environment is on the rise.  During the first half of My professional domination career, I saw only a handful of women.  Nowadays I see a handful a year.  This may not seem significant to the outside world, but it is huge in the ProDomme scene.  In a game that has always been considered  a “rich, white man’s indulgence”, it is refreshing to see women invading this space.  One day there may even be a need for professional male dominants.  Who knows, but I digress.

Recently I received such an email and answered it excitedly (like I always do) because I find it a real treat to have strong women submit to Me.  I do a good bit of lifestyle play with females, but being able to play with a woman for pay is another realm entirely, so I always jump at the chance.  This submissive female was kind enough to post a review of her encounter so others could gain from her experience. Below are excerpts of her impressions of our first two sessions.  The review can be read in its entirety on The Buzz.  Enjoy

“I have fantasized as long back as I can remember about kneeling before and serving a strong powerful woman. Being a woman myself, you don’t see this dynamic portrayed in stories and movies, or at least I hadn’t. So I wasn’t sure where that left me with my fantasies. About a month or two ago I decided to swallow my uncertainty and fear and did some searching. After a lot of searching and reading I composed an email to Mistress Ayn and before I let myself think about what I was doing I hit send. 

“I am a strong woman who doesn’t scare easily, but I have to admit when I knocked on the door I had second thoughts and wanted to turn tail – I had seen a couple of clips of Mistress Ayn in action. When the door opened Mistress Ayn was warm and welcoming, not what I expected but just what I needed at that point. 

“Even when She was gentler with me there was no doubt She was in complete control . . . I thought She was fucking with my mind when She chastised me for dripping on Her floor, but I soon found out I actually had. When the hour ended I felt euphoric. Mistress Ayn brought my fantasy to life better than I could have imagined, but I was left wanting more.

“Two weeks after that I scheduled another session with Mistress Ayn. This time I wasn’t quite as nervous and much to my delight she wasn’t as gentle. She knows how to work not only your body but also your mind. She informed me I was just a toy to be used for Her pleasure and amusement. It was then I realized how submissive I am because I wanted Her to use me and I wanted to please Her. 

“Now I hope to be able to do a multi hour session with Mistress Ayn in the future. I can only imagine how amazing it would be to be in Her presence and be used for Her amusement for multiple hours. So, just know you will be hooked. She exudes intelligence, strength and sensuality and Her sadistic grin speaks to just how much she relishes your complete submission.”

Complete review by Kneel4Her can be found here, on The Buzz.

Image by Espressolia from Pixabay

 

Disciplining Detroit November 5th – 7th

Mistress AynPut your hands up for Detroit!  – because it’s their turn for a visit.  From the evening of November 5th – November 7th I will be bringing My own brand of discipline to the Motor City.   This is a short visit, so act now to ensure a place at My feet.

UPDATE:  November 5th is booked.  Only a few afternoon/early evening appointments are left for the 6th and 7th.  All evenings are booked.

Interests include:

  • Body Worship – Respectful feet, legs and ass
  • Bondage – from the light to the extreme
  • CBT (Cock and ball torment)
  • Corporal Punishment – bare hand, OTK, hairbrush, floggers, paddles, crops, canes, whips, etc.
  • Electro torture/stimulation (ErosTek)
  • Face sitting and smothering (clothed)
  • Feminization – from pantying to makeup and lingerie
  • Foot Fetish – including boot and shoe worship – I have an extensive shoe collection and requests in advance are entertained.
  • Humiliation and degradation
  • Medical Play – including naughty exams, urethral sounds, enema play, stretching, toy play
  • Nipple torture
  • Strap on Worship / Training
  • Tease and Denial
  • Toilet training – golden only
  • Trampling
  • Sensory deprivation/sensory overload
  • Wax play
  • Venus 2000 – tease and denial and forced O

Things I am NOT interested in are full toilet (hardsports), blood play, adult baby or intimate sexual contact.

Most any other fetish can be accommodated, but if you are looking for something special, ask now before the packing is done. I will be hosting in a hotel suite in the Troy area with easy access and free parking.  I travel with a vast assortment of BDSM equipment for CBT, corporal, medical play, bondage, etc – along with the Eros Tek and Venus 2000.

When traveling I conduct sessions daily from noon until 10pm. I prefer email contact and an application is required for subs I have not sessioned with previously.  A deposit of roughly 30% of the session fee is required to book when I travel.

Click here to Complete an Application

Tributes:
One hour – $300
90 minutes – $440
Two hours – $575
Three hours – $850

Trials and Tribulations of a chastity slave – Installment #17

Installment #17 – Mistress Ayn “Pushes” Me – by slaveboy

Reflecting on months as Mistress Ayn’s chaste slaveboy, there are many things i have experienced that i have desired, often in moderation: chastity, bondage and discipline, servitude, tease and denial, and more.  Yet, Mistress Ayn also knows how to “push” my limits for the things i desire and to introduce me to things i dislike or at least thought i did not want.

i enjoy chastity and Mistress Ayn being my Keyholder … but … She “pushes” me as i have been controlled and restricted from freely touching, masturbating or orgasming for eight months … with no end in sight.  Mistress Ayn loves introducing me to “indefinite chastity.”  There is more.  At my last weekend at the FemDom Mansion, i was secured to the bondage bench expecting some discipline – for my birthday … what i received were eight strikes with a rattan cane. OMG, that was intense and, again, my limit for pain tolerance was “pushed,” never beyond what i could take but much more than what i thought i could handle.

As the FemDom Mansion Houseboy, i was “pushed” into many things i thought i would dislike and did not asked for, if that was an option: sissification, public humiliation, gangbang as a birthday gift, no whining or sassing, and more.  Mistresses at the Mansion now joke about many of my “hard limits.”  For instance, i was taken to a public shopping mall by a Mistress and a Goddess and ordered to walk around with Them. W/we shopped for sissy bling for me and sexy outfits for them.  i was ordered to carry my Goddess’ purse – “pushing” me beyond what i thought i wanted.  At the Mansion, Mistress Ayn created a display board to record the times i sassed a Mistress during the weekend and punishments were doled out based on this recorded number – a number much higher than i thought i could possibly take.  This “pushed” me to think about what i was about to say and be more respectful at all times of Mistresses.  i was subjected to much more as will be reported in Mistress Ayn’s blog and Twitter.

The closing thought – regardless of whether i ask for something or not, Mistress Ayn knows how to train me to accept whatever She desires for me to experience and to enhance my training as a submissive slaveboy.  i am so appreciative of this opportunity to serve in this way.

Sessions at DomCon NOLA, October 10th – 13th

DomCon 2019 in New Orleans is just around the corner.  This year I will be attending as a Guest of Honor.  FemDom sessions will also be offered in the host hotel as My schedule allows.

Events I will attend include:

  • Opening night dinner
  • Red Carpet walk and opening ceremonies
  • ProDom Social
  • Kinky parade down Bourbon Street
  • The Mistress Tea
  • VIP Social
  • And of course the nightly play parties

Between these activities some time for sessions has been set aside.  I will also be available for public sessions at the play parties Friday, Saturday and Sunday nights.  These sessions are always a ton of fun – especially for the exhibitionists.

I will be hosting at the official DomCon hotel, the Astor Crowne Plaza located at 739 Canal Street at Bourbon Street.  As is normal when I travel, I will bring a ton of gear for bondage, corporal, CBT, electrical and medical.  If you have a special request, let Me know before the packing is done.

Session rates are as follows:

$300 – one hour
$440 – 90 minutes
$575 – 2 hours
$850 – 3 hours
Doubles start at $500 per hour

A deposit of 30% is required for all bookings.  If we have not sessioned together before an application is also required.

Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave – Installment #16

Image by Sardax.  www.Sardax.com

Image by Sardax. www.Sardax.com

Installment #16 – “Running the Numbers” as Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy

Sometimes “running the numbers” – i.e., counting things – helps explain what it means to be Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy. 

Before i became Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy, i would typically masturbate every two to three days.  Then, Mistress Ayn placed me in indefinite chastity and Her cock became completely under Her control.  Running the numbers, i would have masturbated regularly during the past eight months (around 242 days), from when Mistress Ayn agreed to be my Keyholder until now, and had around 97 orgasms.

As Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy, things have certainly changed.  i have been permitted eight, yes eight, orgasms over the past eight months — not exactly the 97 orgasms i would have enjoyed without Mistress Ayn being my Keyholder.  That averages to one orgasm every 30 days – once a month, as opposed to orgasming every two or three days.  Adding in the one unauthorized orgasm while trapped in the Venus 2000 and the ten ordered, ruined orgasms over the past eight months that comes to a total of 19 ejaculations in 242 days, or one every 12.7 days. 

Keeping in mind that Mistress Ayn once ordered me to have three ruined orgasms in one hour and at another time to have one ruined orgasm, then two ruined orgasms in an hour, and then three ruined orgasms in two hours on three consecutive days as punishments.  So, in actuality, the ejaculations have come farther apart from each other than it seems.

Running the numbers shows the change in my life.  It shows how often i am allowed to enjoy “my” cock, which is now Mistress Ayn’s cock.  It shows that i am allowed to pleasure myself far less often now that Mistress Ayn is my Keyholder.

Moreover, the purpose behind an orgasm has changed.  It used to be for my hedonistic pleasure – an intense, mind-blowing, body-exhausting, self-gratifying orgasm.  Now, with Mistress Ayn as my Keyholder, things are different.  Mistress Ayn explained it best when She last directed me to orgasm: “I want you to orgasm so you know what you are missing when I deny you permission.”

It is possible that, for some subs, chastity is about regularly scheduled orgasms. As Mistress Ayn’s chastity slaveboy, it is about remembering what i gave up for the honor of being Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy.  And, it is so worth it!

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