Installment # 21 – How Can i Please a Woman?
While i do not claim to know the universal answer to this question, i have learned much as Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy. Unlike what some men still believe, it is clear to me that i cannot please a Woman with my cock. Thankfully Mistress Ayn took total control on my – now Her – cock and i am in indefinite chastity. Thus, i needed to learn what other “tools” were available to me to please a Woman, specifically Mistress Ayn.
Mistress Ayn has educated and trained me to understand many things but two stand out for me. First, i need to submit – completely and without reservation – to Her. As Her slave i am better attuned to Her desires and better able to follow Her commands. i am often surprised by what She asks of me but have learned to not question any command or hesitate in being compliant with any order.
Second, i am learning how to be more attentive to Her needs by listening and not talking. While She may infrequently desire a conversation with me, most often i need to not talk and to listen carefully to what She is telling me to do or how to act.
By honing in on these two elements of my personal slave training, often at the FemDom Mansion, i found that i am pleasing Mistress Ayn and other Mistresses She requires me to serve. For example, Goddess B’s beaming smile as She administers my morning shower on the patio with the garden hose on the jet setting, paying particular attention to my genitals and asshole. Or, the roar of laughter as i enter the dining room in ridiculous sissy attire to serve the guest Mistresses and Mistress Ayn dinner for the evening. Or, during the evening festivities, pleasing many Mistresses as They administered my birthday gang bang, with a dozen other Mistresses looking on approvingly. Or, when i was ordered to perform a burlesque dance routine so that all of the Mistresses in attendance could be amused by my gyrations, evidence by Their cheers, smiles, and catcalls – all caught on video for viewing later and more pleasure for the Mistresses.
i could go on since there are many ways that Mistress Ayn has instructed me to please Her – including the indefinite wearing of Her chastity cage and frilly panties, and Her latest command – a remote controlled vibrating anal plug. While men may find different ways to please the Women in their lives, i know with confidence that my ability to please Mistress Ayn and other Mistresses is through my obedience and submissive to the Superior Women in my life.
Overnight sessions are among My favorite things. There is no clock or time pressures. The city quietens down and the Dungeon envelops you. In most sessions, even long ones, you have to be concerned with session pacing. As the top, I don’t want to wear My bottom out prematurely or have the session build too quickly or too slowly and the end is a preset time that has to be honored. With overnights it’s different. They usually start with a leisurely dinner, then it’s back to the Dungeon to play – and play and play. If we get tired, we rest. If I want to crank it up, I do. Eventually things naturally wind down and we get a few hours sleep, but it is on My terms, not the clock’s.
Installment #20 – About markings – physical and psychological – by slave boy
This is the time of year I like to reflect and look back on all the things I am grateful for, not only in the previous year, but in life in general. First and foremost I am healthy and that is huge. This was a year when many pro Dommes were lost and it provided a heavy dose of reality. Life is short. Even the strongest can fall. Live life to its fullest every day and every way that you can.