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Installment #5 \u2013 A Day of Freedom and of Control and Pain<\/p>\nInstallment #5 \u2013 A Day of Freedom and of Control and Pain<\/p>\n
i had mixed feelings about an upcoming supervised release \u2013 I enjoy being under Mistress Ayn\u2019s control in chastity but desperate for a release.<\/p>\n
After two weeks of chastity, the freedom was quite nice \u2013 it all starts out nice.\u00a0 BUT, there is always a pain element too.\u00a0 Ordered to wear pink panties was agonizing as they rubbed against Her now unencumbered cock and balls, excruciating stimulation.\u00a0 Plus, i was ordered to take a Cialis. \u00a0i was so intensely aroused.\u00a0 i followed Mistress Ayn\u2019s orders to watch porn during the day but no touching.\u00a0 The erection was very hard and caused me to shake with desire for relief.\u00a0 i wanted to touch myself so badly but was obedient.<\/p>\n
After a very long day, evening arrived and the next order = an orgasm.\u00a0 Ah, but not so fast slaveboy, a RUINED orgasm.\u00a0 Yikes!!!\u00a0 And, slapping Your balls \u2013 hard, as ordered – as i came.\u00a0 Double yikes!!!<\/p>\n
As ordered, there was photographic evidence on Twitter of the discharge before i licked up every drop.<\/p>\n
Despite the freedom, watching porn, and an orgasm (albeit ruined and with painful ball slaps), i felt little pleasure or satisfaction, and it was back in the cage.\u00a0 The ED pill continues to stimulate for days, so the chastity restriction was particularly painful. i craved an orgasm, a real orgasm.<\/p>\n
So many questions as i tried to sleep: How long in chastity this time?\u00a0 Will i EVER get a real orgasm in 2019? Is there anything that i would not do if ordered by Mistress Ayn?\u00a0 How could the pleasure of a release be made even more painful and unsatisfying?\u00a0\u00a0 Will i actually survive being Mistress Ayn\u2019s chaste slave?\u00a0 Why do i have just a huge smile on my face (hint: i have pleased my Mistress, which makes it all worth it)?<\/p>\n
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