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Venus in Furs – a book review

Monday, 09 November 2020 20:20
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I sheepishly admit that I have only recently read the iconic book Venus in Furs.  Written in 1870 by Leopold von Sacher-Masoch, the novella is a FemDom staple and in fact the term masochist originates from the author’s name.  I am not sure why I hadn’t read it before.  Maybe I balked because it was written so long ago.  Maybe I thought I already knew the story, but after learning a bit about Sacher-Masoch’s real life (he desperately wanted to be cuckolded by his wife), I decided to read it.  Of course I wanted the Sardax version with all the beautiful illustrations but it took a while to arrive, so I started one of the more readily available interpretations from the original German.

The book was a quick and relatively easy read.  The story, for those that are unfamiliar, is about a young man that is obsessed with thoughts of a dominant and cruel woman.  Like many fetishes, Severin’s was born in adolescence when an aunt, dressed in fur, harshly punished him and from that point forward his sexuality was intertwined with that experience.  He dreams of a woman he can call his own that would treat him in this manner.  Hopefully the incongruity in that statement is not lost on you, as it was Severin.

Enter Wanda.  After admiring Wanda from afar and transferring his fantasies onto her, the two eventually develop a relationship and Severin confides his desires.  This is the classic tale of be careful what you wish for and Wanda takes Severin on a physically and mentally cruel journey that he both hates and loves.  There is a quite a twist to the end of the story that I don’t want to give away – and it is worth reading to the end to observe the reckoning of fantasy versus reality.   The story is not salacious.  In fact the depictions of sex do not go beyond the occasional kiss or embrace.  Instead it’s a journey into mental and physical domination,  laced with obsession.

So I read the version by Fernanda Savage and right on the heels of finishing it the Sardax translation arrived.  I thumbed through the book, enjoying the gorgeous art.  Simply out of curiosity, just to see how Sardax’s interpretation compared to the other book, I read the first chapter and I was sucked right back in.  I can’t quite put My finger on why I liked the Sardax version so much more.  Maybe it was because the sentence structures were less archaic.  Maybe it was because Sardax really understands Femdom.  Regardless, it pulled Me back into the story and I enjoyed it even more the second time around.

If you haven’t read Venus in Furs, treat yourself and order the Sardax translation with illustrations.

 

 

 

Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave – Morning routine

Sunday, 08 November 2020 19:19
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Atlanta Key HolderInstallment #26 – My morning routine as Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy

After more than a year in indefinite chastity as Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy, my morning routine was become quite comfortable for me, well, as comfortable as it can be.

i awake and reach down to feel Mistress Ayn’s chastity cage. She controls me especially through my cock and balls and it is a good reminder to me of what is truly important in my life.  Since it usually has been weeks since my last orgasm, i am frustrated and start to tease my nipples.  As i get more awake and aroused i can feel my cock starting to get longer and harder.  Quickly the pleasurable sensation is replaced with the frustration of realizing that my cock cannot get erect, barely half erect, while in the chastity cage.  This reminds me how i treasure feeling controlled and restricted by Mistress Ayn.  It is Her cock and She decides if it gets out of the cage – which is rare since She relishes my indefinite chastity.  When i cannot take any more frustration, i get out of bed and face the day knowing physically, as well as mentally, that i am Mistress Ayn’s chastity-caged slaveboy.

Each morning Mistress Ayn orders me to perform maintenance on Her chastity cage.  i remove the cage with the key She permits me to have to thoroughly wash the cage.  i shower and pay special attention to clean Mistress Ayn’s controlled genitals.  Then, without any thought of disobeying my Mistress, i never touch Her cock or balls when out of the chastity cage and immediately replace the chastity cage on Her cock and balls and lock it up.

Before i dress, i am required to check the nipple piercings Mistress Ayn compelled me to receive to make sure that the caps are securely on the ends of the pink posts.  i also make sure the piercings are sanitized.

When getting dressed i select the sexiest panties from my wardrobe to make sure that Mistress Ayn’s sissy slaveboy is properly adorned.  i love my assortment of pink panties, G-string pouched panties and other frilly underwear.

i am off to work or some other task wearing my panties, feeling my nipple piercings through my shirt, and the secure and tight chastity cage around Her cock and balls.

This is my new life and i am loving it.  Every day i am reminded that i am Mistress Ayn’s chastity-caged, sissy slaveboy.

Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave – COVID special edition

Friday, 25 September 2020 13:23
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Special COVID edition by slaveboy.

W/we are firmly in the grips of a COVID-era and my slave training now occurs long distance, yet Mistress Ayn is still very powerfully in control.  It would be easy to become negative and lament not having a forthcoming scheduled weekend at the FemDom Mansion – as would “regularly” occur – but W/we are not living in “regular times” these days.  Alternatively, there are daily activities that remind me of my status as Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy, in chastity and collared, such as my morning walks.  During the walk i focus on how many things Mistress Ayn has introduced to establish Her daily presence in my life.

While wanting to “try out” a chastity cage was my idea, i did ask Mistress Ayn to be my Keyholder.  But, She introduced the terrifying word – “indefinite” – into chastity wearing and now i am in chastity indefinitely.  She also ordered me to purchase a pink cage, then a pink with gold sparkles cage, and now a smaller black cage for those special “formal” occasions.

While dressing as a sissy was fun and humiliating at the FDM, Mistress Ayn ordered me to wear panties every day, and i am, and it is amazing.

Obviously it was Mistress’s idea to pierce my nipples.  It is incredible and does remind me, in yet another way, that i am Her slaveboy … indefinitely .. and, of course, the posts are pink.

i began daily morning walk, mostly for physical health reasons, yet Mistress Ayn challenged me to extend the route, which i have.  She also ordered me to insert the Hush during these walks, which i have.

In addition to all those ways Mistress Ayn is with me every single day as my Mistress, i never know when i might get an email from Her with orders.  i check my “slaveboy” email account twice a day – at least – hoping (and dreading) for an email from my Mistress, never knowing what She will command me to do.

Will i be allowed to unlock Her chastity cage?  Will i receive sexual relief to the daily frustration of indefinite chastity?   Will it be a ruined orgasm, or full orgasm, but always, if there is discharge, to consume every drop.

In this COVID-era being Mistress Ayn’s owned, chaste slave is not something that occurs – with, admittedly, a big bang – every few months at the FDM.  Rather it is a combination of multiple daily experiences to keep me focused in my role as Her slaveboy, to remind me of my devotion and commitment to Mistress Ayn in doing whatever She asks of me (that really could be very scary).

It is indeed amazing to recall how truly talented Mistress Ayn is as a Mistress, Keyholder and Owner and how terribly fortunate (not lucky! as She has taught me) i am to be Her slaveboy.

 

Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave – The Routine

Thursday, 06 August 2020 15:46
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Installment #25 – My morning routine as Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy – by slave boy jaime

After more than a year in indefinite chastity as Mistress Ayn’s slaveboy, my morning routine was become quite comfortable for me, well, as comfortable as it can be.

i awake and reach down to feel Mistress Ayn’s chastity cage. She controls me especially through my cock and balls and it is a good reminder to me of what is truly important in my life.  Since it usually has been weeks since my last orgasm, i am frustrated and start to tease my nipples.  As i get more awake and aroused i can feel my cock starting to get longer and harder.  Quickly the pleasurable sensation is replaced with the frustration of realizing that my cock cannot get erect, barely half erect, while in the chastity cage.  This reminds me how i treasure feeling controlled and restricted by Mistress Ayn.  It is Her cock and She decides if it gets out of the cage – which is rare since She relishes my indefinite chastity.  When i cannot take any more frustration, i get out of bed and face the day knowing physically, as well as mentally, that i am Mistress Ayn’s chastity-caged slaveboy.

Each morning Mistress Ayn orders me to perform maintenance on Her chastity cage.  i remove the cage with the key She permits me to have to thoroughly wash the cage.  i shower and pay special attention to clean Mistress Ayn’s controlled genitals.  Then, without any thought of disobeying my Mistress, i never touch Her cock or balls when out of the chastity cage and immediately replace the chastity cage on Her cock and balls and lock it up.

Before i dress, i am required to check the nipple piercings Mistress Ayn compelled me to receive to make sure that the caps are securely on the ends of the pink posts.  i also make sure the piercings are sanitized.

When getting dressed i select the sexiest panties from my wardrobe to make sure that Mistress Ayn’s sissy slaveboy is properly adorned.  i love my assortment of pink panties, G-string pouched panties and other frilly underwear.

i am off to work or some other task wearing my panties, feeling my nipple piercings through my shirt, and the secure and tight chastity cage around Her cock and balls.

This is my new life and i am loving it.  Every day i am reminded that i am Mistress Ayn’s chastity-caged, sissy slaveboy.

Mistress Ayn has customized chastity programs for the short term fetishist to the serious chastity submissive.

 

Trials and Tribulations of a chastity slave – Installment #24

Wednesday, 01 July 2020 22:38
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Installment #24 – Indefinite Chasity – May Be the Harshest Chastity Sentence of All – by slaveboy

From my investigations, chastity sentences take on many different forms and release from chastity is widely variant.  Some subs earn release if they beg their Mistress sufficiently; others gain release if the sub performs specific tasks to an established level of performance.  Others chastity subs are on a pre-determined scheduled for releases.  Finally, some subs are in chastity forever.

The chastity forever may seem to be the harshest chastity sentence but i suggest that indefinite chastity may be even more difficult to endure for the sub.  Mistress Ayn desires indefinite chastity and i have pledged my commitment to being in chastity indefinitely.

Each morning i awake to the feel of my pink, hard plastic, Holy Trainer chastity cage around Mistress Ayn’s cock and balls, for She owes them.  i wonder immediately – is today the day Mistress Ayn will order me to remove the cage for edging, or a ruined orgasm, or an orgasm?  The latter occurs only very rarely.  But, most importantly, it is the not knowing that has the most impact on me and reminds me of Her total control over me as Her slaveboy – physically, psychologically, and sexually.

Subs in chastity forever know that they will never be released or orgasm outside their cage.  i simply do not know for certain.  Today may be the day that Mistress Ayn rewards me with release and orgasm or today may be another day where She rewards me with continuing to be Her chastity slave.  The uncertainty means Mistress Ayn is completely in control of Her cock and balls, Her chastity cage, and Her slave’s releases.

Indefinite chastity is the harshest of the chastity sentences and, honestly, i am delighted that this is what my Mistress, my Keyholder, desires to please Her the most.  i remain in chastity, indefinitely, in service to Mistress Ayn.

Mistress Ayn has customized chastity programs for the short term fetishist to the serious chastity submissive.

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