{"id":1878,"date":"2020-01-05T18:20:30","date_gmt":"2020-01-05T23:20:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mistressayn.com\/blog\/?p=1878"},"modified":"2020-01-05T18:20:30","modified_gmt":"2020-01-05T23:20:30","slug":"trials-and-tribulations-of-a-chastity-slave-installment-20","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/mistressayn.com\/blog\/trials-and-tribulations-of-a-chastity-slave-installment-20\/","title":{"rendered":"Trials and tribulations of a chastity slave &#8211; Installment #20"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-full wp-image-1966\" src=\"http:\/\/mistressayn.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/Ayns-A.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"224\" \/>Installment #20 \u2013 About markings \u2013 physical and psychological \u2013 by slave boy<\/p>\n<p>The dictionary defines \u201cmarking\u201d as \u201cthe act, process, or an instance of making or giving a mark.\u201d\u00a0 This rather simplistically defined word takes on a profound, complex, and new meaning in my life, as i am now experiencing \u201cmarkings\u201d during my submissive and chaste service to Mistress Ayn.<\/p>\n<p>Ironically, many, many months ago and long before i submitted to Mistress Ayn, \u201cno marks\u201d was a hard limit for me when serving any Mistress as Her submissive.\u00a0 Then, Mistress Ayn asked about this \u201chard limit\u201d and slowly brought me around to understand that receiving marks was something that pleased Mistress Ayn and can be administered in a safe and sane manner.\u00a0 Now receiving marks is something i crave as Her personal slave.<\/p>\n<p>A \u201cmark\u201d is a territorial indication that i am Mistress Ayn\u2019s slave.\u00a0 Sometimes the mark is clearly indicative of that belonging, as when Mistress Ayn leaves Her initial (the mark of an \u201cA\u201d) on my ass during a personal slave training session.\u00a0 Other times the \u201cmark\u201d is less personal but nonetheless very profound and painful, as when Mistress Ayn flogs or whips my back or thighs, or canes my ass.\u00a0 These marks do not last more than a few days past the session, as per O\/our agreement, but i do find myself checking out the marks later and silently hoping they would last a few days longer.<\/p>\n<p>In addition to the physical markings, the introduction of marks in my submissive life as Mistress Ayn\u2019s slave has another important meaning lasting far beyond their physical presence.\u00a0 Marking is how Mistress Ayn psychologically exhibits Her control over me and manifests Her possession or ownership of me as Her slave.<\/p>\n<p>i am, as my Twitter name indicates, \u201cMistress Ayn\u2019s slaveboy.\u201d\u00a0 That control and ownership is not only shown through physical markings but also psychologically, as She symbolically places Her \u201cmark\u201d on my mind and soul demonstrating Her power over me and in my life.<\/p>\n<p>Markings can be a way of experiencing Mistress Ayn\u2019s infliction of pain, Her physical control over me, and Her psychological ownership of me as Her slaveboy.\u00a0 What was once inconceivable during a session with a Mistress, and thus a \u201chard limit,\u201d markings are now a frequently desired occurrence in service to Mistress Ayn.\u00a0 Receiving Her mark is something i am hoping for every time as i anticipate my next opportunity to serve Mistress Ayn as Her personal slaveboy.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Installment #20 \u2013 About markings \u2013 physical and psychological \u2013 by slave boy The dictionary defines \u201cmarking\u201d as \u201cthe act, process, or an instance of making or giving a mark.\u201d\u00a0 This rather simplistically defined word takes on a profound, complex, and new meaning in my life, as i am now experiencing \u201cmarkings\u201d during my submissive 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