{"id":1691,"date":"2019-05-02T20:05:19","date_gmt":"2019-05-03T00:05:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mistressayn.com\/blog\/?p=1691"},"modified":"2019-05-02T20:05:19","modified_gmt":"2019-05-03T00:05:19","slug":"trials-and-tribulations-of-a-chastity-slave-installment-9","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mistressayn.com\/blog\/trials-and-tribulations-of-a-chastity-slave-installment-9\/","title":{"rendered":"Trials and Tribulations of a chastity slave – Installment #9"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"Installment #9 \u2013 Breaking down \u201chard limits\u201d<\/p>\n

As Mistress Ayn\u2019s chastity slave i am finding that many of my so-called \u201chard limits\u201d are dropping off that list.\u00a0 Before becoming Mistress Ayn\u2019s slaveboy, i passionately resisted many things:<\/p>\n

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  1. Gag \u2013 with a quick reflex against objects in my mouth,<\/li>\n
  2. Blindfold \u2013 wanting to see what was going on in a session,<\/li>\n
  3. Piercing \u2013 afraid of blood being drawn during a session and the pain associated with piercings,<\/li>\n
  4. Marks from whipping \u2013 again afraid of drawn blood, a worry over marks being seen by others in my vanilla life, and the potential for intense pain,<\/li>\n
  5. Anal play \u2013 uncomfortable with any activity in my ass and fearful of the pain involved,<\/li>\n
  6. Foot worship \u2013 disinterested in touching anyone\u2019s feet or having my own touched,<\/li>\n
  7. Feminization \u2013 never considered myself to pass as a woman \u2013 which is how i viewed this play,<\/li>\n
  8. No safe words \u2013 always needing a way out of the play, and<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n

    Collectively all of these hard limits have disappeared and their presence are a mainstay in my current slave training.<\/p>\n

    Why? There appears to be two primary reasons.<\/p>\n

    Most importantly, i am now being trained by a Mistress whom i completely trust.\u00a0 Mistress Ayn, and other Mistresses i serve, know how to introduce these activities into a session without causing me harm or raising unnecessary fears.\u00a0 They are presented sanely and safely but still with intensity.\u00a0 Mistress Ayn also has made it clear that these activities bring pleasure to Her and Her friends and that is my ultimate goal as a submissive.\u00a0 Oddly, i now crave many of these activities in a session since they are amazing experiences in my journey as Mistress Ayn\u2019s chaste slaveboy.<\/p>\n

    Secondly, i am learning how to give up control.\u00a0 Rather than orchestrating a session by imposing these hard limits, i am simply asking for three things: to be controlled, humiliated and experience pain.\u00a0 This tri-fold desire runs counter to many of my former hard limits.\u00a0 By giving up the control in a session and more and more in my life, i am accepting, even embracing, new experiences, such as each of these so-called hard limits on the list.<\/p>\n

    A lesson learned, at the hands of a skilled Mistress whom i trust completely, is a wonderful lesson learned.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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